I'm a kid not a woman but why do it feels like that some times like when my bestie died it was so had for me to focus on my work in school but I realized that I am not worth it like I need to be the one dieing not my bestie but I'm sure that my bestie is watching me right now and feel so bad for leaving me so fast but it's ok why bc I know that I'm loved even when it doesn't feel like it
so just know if you have lost some one be for they are watching you and are proud of you no matter if it doesn't feel like it but they are bc they are in your heart no matter what ok so I need you to be strong like me and get over it ok just know you and me are loved ok no matter what happens in life ok so do not be sad ok