I'm tired
School hasn't gotten so stressful yet I know this is just the beginning
I've always said I wanted to get a better life so I could be able to support you and our family
I want to be stronger but I just can't
I've been keeping so many things and they finally revealed
I didn't mean to hide it, I just didn't want you to be sad and be disappointed
But now that you know you feel sorry, and guilty
Sorry that this happened and guilty that you couldn't do anything to prevent it
But it wasn't your fault
It wasn't fully mine
Maybe if I had speaked up during that time this wouldn't be happening
You wouldn't be in so much guilt as you are now....
I'm sorry
I tried keeping it in but I couldn't keep it in longer
I got tired of holding that huge secret in and I spilled it to the wrong person
