Intermittent Explosive Disorder (IED)... is a sickness where the patient cant controls his angry verbal outburst.
“What the hell are you all doing!?! ”
"Shut up mind your own business"
It is the month of June, the first day of the first semester.
I am Rey Akiko, I was declared as an IED patient.
"So that is the infamous Akiko?"
"Yeah, it seems like he's on rage even it is the first day of the semester"
" But it looks like he didn't stand a chance on Maurene from class 3-B"
Ever since I was a little, I unconsciously bad-mouthed the people around me... even my own parents.
Of course, I don't want to be like this, if I was aware whenever I'm in an IED state I can stop my mouth from saying bad things. But unfortunately, when my IED state hit me I feel like I was flying in the sky for a second, and after that... hellish looks from the people around me will meet my eyes.
I just want a normal high school life like the other student but every time I'd made a friend, there's always a rumor spreading against them.
That's why I decided that I will stop making friends and not drag anyone on my problem.
{I'd met her after the first month of the semester, she is a student next to my class.
I remember it was a windy Saturday that day, that time, I'd passed on a playground and see her trying to fly a kite along with the kids.}
For a moment, I was thinking if I'd tried flying a kite even once but it looks like I can't fly it even when I was little.
I'd continued my walking but for a moment someone ran into my back and we both fall to the ground.
'no... it is bad'
{That day I know my IED will strike and I will unconsciously bad-mouth her, that day was a hellish day but it is not like the hellish day id experienced before.}
Before I open my mouth the girl kicks me in my back and yells at me.
"What the hell are you thinking!?... are you blind or what?!" she yelled
" What!?... you are the one who ran into me, you idiot!"
"If you just move aside the kite will not break!!"
" So the kite is more important than a person's life?!... y-you ugly cat!!"
{That time I thought she is an IED patient like me, but later on, I found out that it was just her pride.}
"Ugly cat!??"
"Yeah, that hairstyle of yours reminds me of my cat!"
I pointed be my index finger at his hair while we are both sitting on the ground.
"Cat!? then you are a dog! you bastard dog!!"
She stood up and looked at me.
" You're face reminds me of my dog"
'This girl... now it is not my IED... it is now my true anger'
" Damn you... Ugly cat!!"
I'd tried to stand up but someone grabs the back of my collar.
I grasped the hand firmly and looked who was it... it was a police officer smiling at the both of us.
After that, I spent the rest of my day at the police station along with the girl from the playground and another day at the police station's jail because they said that I tried to harm the police officer by grasping his hand firmly.
It is almost 7 30 in the evening when the station released me.
after getting out of the station, I sat down on the stairs.
"Well then...what should I do now, I bet my mother will scold me when I got home"
I remember, I called her earlier but she Didn't answer her phone, so I just leave her a message saying that I'm in the police station.
I took out my phone and look at it.
[13 new messages]
it was from my mom... I open it one by one but I stop after I open the third message.
[where you at? what station? tell me or you'll lose your home...]
I'm so dead... my mother is always like that, now that I'm thinking about it... can't it be that I get my IED from her? is this some kind of disease that can inherit?.
I quickly search on my phone but someone covered the screen with her hands before I even type the word inherit.
"You better not forget"
I looked at her, it was the girl from yesterday... what are the odds.
" You will pay me for the kite"
She said with an irritating smile on her face.
"What are you talking about?"
I calmly asked... it's better to control my IED or else I'll drag into the station again.
"Let's move far from here so you can Yell whenever you want"
She started to walk in the right direction of the station.
'i should get going'
I looked at the station on my back.
"No thanks I will go home"
I started walking in a different direction without looking at her. After a few steps, I heard she shouted.
"I am Maurene! nice to meet you Rikko!"
' what a weirdo'
For a moment I stop walking.
I was in conscious on all my IED seizure... wait what is the meaning of this? all the things that I said to her yesterday was not because of my IED?
' I am Maurene... nice to meet you Rikko... Rikko'
For a second I realized something.
it can't be... don't tell me she knows about me...
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note: I will try to make a continuation or I'll just make a whole story about this.
