Sitting in front of him watching him the way he love her. I wish it was me. I wish it me on her place. My throats are sore, they are holding tears inside. They are holding the scream inside. Which says why... Why god why? One person i love dose not belong to me. Then why you bring him in my life. "Look sassy, he's holding her hand. C'mon you are his just frnd, move on nd be happy, look how happy he is" i wish i was the reason of his smile. I remember how he crawl down in my life. How he wiped my tears. I wish i forget them. " are you jeloused?" no, I'm not jeloused, I know it's my fate. I'm upset. I'm helpless. I'm weak. I can't love anyone the way I fall for him. " but he's nice to you" that's the problem. The more he's nice to me, the more i fall for him nd if he ignore me it hurt me. Like a sword ripped my heart. I'm smiling in his happiness. I'm trying my best but... I wish i never met him. " the one who is yours is waiting for you" oh lord, someone please tell my Brain when you fall in love for first time, it sticks with you whole life.
