idk why ppl are soo bad .I used to feel so much pain when my bestie you ignored me . I used to feel so much pain when my parents used to compare me with the neighbour's daughter. I used to feel so much pain when ppl made fun of me cause I was an introvert. I used to feel so much pain when our relatives used to insult me .I used to feel pain when teachers used to insult me on my littlest mistakes.....but .....
now every thing is numb....
I can't...
I am not able to CRY I want to cry but iam not able to my sadness has gotten deep in my heart..
I HAVE CRIED SO MUCH ON ONETHING
THAT IAM NOT EVEN ABLE TO CRY
ON THAT SHIT AGAIN
my parents scold me " why are always using your damn phone " and I don't even say anything .if I don't say anything at the moment doesn't mean I don't have anything to say. you know what I want say whenever they scold me about phone I want say "be cause on this damn phone are the ppl that make my fucking happy ".
why pretend to understand huh......
iam not a decorative thing that you will present infort of anybody saying "yeah we do tell her yes her study are bad".I also hate it when tall insult me in front of everyone.
parents should know comparison
isn't motivation...
bestie I used to love you with my damn heart but you left me for your old friend
you ignored I waited
I ignored you left...
I just don't feel anything......everyone and everything hurts
.......I just can't bear it....i guess it's good to share this cause there are a lot of ppl like me out there
..... I will fight I can do it I tell my self this every damn day but at the end of night I always end up crying..
thank you pillow for bearing my tears
thank you mirror for not judging
thank you shower for listening to my broken shouts
thank you blanket for hiding me
thank you my pets :Tisan , berry, Mike,zoe, Casey for being with me....
thanks to the sky for crying with us introvert
pls ppl remember if we introvert don't talk its because we are broken
if we laygh like crazy then we are trying to forget the harsh reality ...
we will fight.....
we will bloom
iam with you
we are together
your not alone
remember me when you feel useless
we are the future
we love each others
we understand
cause we are introvert
we
we will fight and win this battel
thanks for reading
