so today me and my cousin were talking about a person lets call him Jake. The conversation went through how he would abuse kids etc. One of my secrets is that I was kissed orally at the age of 5 whi ch when I am getting older am realizing that cause I was innocent at that time. I don't know me being abuse is something coming from me reading novels or it's real like I get snippets of memories but not sure if there real .So I spilled the tea to my cousin about it I am scared and stressed out I don't want her to tell her mom or anyone about it cause it can cause a huge problem cause she tells stuff to everbody . It's stressing me out 😔. I...don't know can anyone help me so I can figure if that memory is real or fake Has it been repressed I am scared plz 🙏🏽 any therapist or people with common experience . I am scared I want to cry 😢 😭.