Today was my best friend birthday. As like others I also planned surprise birthday party. At that movement I just wish he like my surprise.
And at end he did like the party but that day even I got surprised which I never imagined that moment will come to me now . While me and my friend was going to him with a cake in our hand. As we all reached to him we sang birthday song. He Blow the candles and cut the cake. I don't why but one more wish got into my mind that first person he will feed the cake should be me But unfortunately it wasn't me. It's just a piece of cake but it made me realize how important I am to him.
I stood there with a surprise that I am not that important in his life as I thought I am . At that movement I realized all the things that he use to do for me and now he is not .with time everything change but I didn't expect this will change so soon. Once he choice me over other friends but now he didn't even realize I am there. l We are not that important to anyone as we think. I never tried to hold on any relationship as hard as I did for his friendship. I never in my life hold on any person if they want to go I let them go.I felt leting go is easy and good for all. but this time I felt its difficult to do both even to let go of him and hold on him.
Now I am here thinking should I need try so hard to hold on this firendship or just let him also go like other.
