It was a wonderful day
like everyday
I love my my life with my mother and father
Yeah I like to live without my parents
weird but true
how can they even be my parents
mother who tried to kill me
father who never understood my dream
but it was my day to return home
Return back home after living in a hostel for three years
i travel miles away from the hostel I live in to my hometown
my roommate
who is also my best friend
was worried about me
she didn't want me to go back home
and face my phobia
you can say that I have a phobia
i hate my parents
can't even look them in the eyes
it is my hometown
it looks like they are here to pick me up
but do I really wanted to go with them
so, no never
but had to
i am home now
they took me home
they looked happy
but was I happy, so no I wasn't
i just needed love which was from my parents
they hate me, they do hate me
I don't wanna live, I don't want to die like this
I just want to feel something I just want of you
at that night I had a dream
I had a dream in which I could see my father but he was not my father , he was not the one I was living with,
but I think it's strange I thought it was strange
because it is strange
because whenever I remember a dream I have watched
it always come true
and my dream was I went to school and there was a person looking for me and he called himself my father
he begged people in school to let him see me
and I did saw him and he was mentally ill but he was so good to me
and I think he is my father I don't know
