what if I disappeared.....
what if I was never born...
what if I never meet him....
well it's all if this all happens eventually I was born now. I already meet him. and I will disappeared eventually.
anyway nobody's care people come and go . I just know I don't wanna stay. if it's not for them I would have done it.
eventually people disappeared some remember them but as time pass memories start fading . people start forgetting and at last they don't even remember a thing.
it's easy to say I'm fine ๐ . but am I fine? did they ever care for a bit? am I really nothing for them?
nevermind non care. just have me but me neither care. starting to fading my feelings. pain getting increased. but it's hard to explain.
it's a sin but I wanna committed this sin nd crimes so he himself give me punishment and take me faraway. in peace place where there's no emotion involves.
eventually everything gonna end .....