As time goes by, she herself doesn't even know what her smile really is like, she can be happy. But doesn't even know if it's real. She thinked on how to be a normal person. She immitated some fictional characters to have a normal personality that everyone has. Getting complimented by others could be easy for others, but as she grows she has forgotten how to compliment someone. A lot has change as time goes by for her. What she said was "The thing inside me, when will it ever fade? When will it go away?" All of it makes sense as she had realized what happened the year a friend of her promised that they'd be going out and celebrate something. The day that celebration started, it was the girls birthday. The friend of hers never even talked to her. Never even appeared, that's why after that. She said "I'd never had anyone that'd be by myside."
