my little friend,I know that I didn't tag you as best friend or whatever.... It's not because i forgot to, it's because i don't know, when did you begin to live so close to my heart. As you know that at first i and you were just normal friend so i want to recall that our journey till now...
Right now i have a friend ( sorry for not mentioning name ) she looks like a timid girl but is actually quite brave. when i frist saw her, to tell you the thruth i didn't notice her but after a year she started to apear in my life. After some time and for some reason, we became bench partner in the school days, then slowly we became friend and then after 3 year everybody thought that we are bestfriend but in actual we were not best friend even though we were at the stage where we could understand each other's silence. I couldn't get angry with her more than some minutes because when she talks to me, i always forgot that i'm angry with her 😂. and i have to remind myself that i am angry with her right now and also remind her that i'm angry so i will not talk to you( please me) she always laugh saying that who would inform that she/he is angry while being angry...
After some time passed her old bestfriend started to complain and said,"i'm your bestfriend and you should spend more time with me rather than that friend,right? i also want to go home with you always..." and she told me that thing i know that yes.. that's right thing to do because she is her bestfriend afterall and it's unfair to her if she feels like that. . . but still i was sad somewhere in my heart then she questioned me at the gate of my house gate that what is our friendship? tell me everybody asked me and i can't even say that we are best friend now I also want to know that.. i was like 😶
i didn't think about it before but since she asked me we formally decied to be called/ tagged/labled as close friend and best friend 😊.
Acutually, at frist we didn't care much about that thing because we thought that it's just a tag what's so big deal about it as along as we understand each other, we don't need to prove others but after that incedent, we learmed that tag are for other to create a bar between others and a loved ones and to make bond secure.. like this we always experiance more thing together and solve them together and learn them together..
It's like, even now i can't believe that i am that lucky to meet her.
it's like even when things are so difficult, akward, embrassed, hurtful we could share each other like we are not different person like we are a person.. and we know we don't judge ourselves....
i think this is long enough for you guys to be bored😅.. i didn't want to make it long but it happened. And i still have so so so much to write but i think it will be worse. soo sorry if i have made your mood bad(and also sorry for my bad english).🙄
