how does it feel to be I love with someone mature.
mature enough to understand everything you do
and respect your decision
I feel inlove with a girl who is truly unique in my eyes she was Soo different with other
it's take me months and month to get her saying yes to me
we both got in relationships I love her and she loves me
I do introduce her to my girl friends I thought she would get jealous but instead she didn't say anything
I do play mobile games with my friends more that I spent time with her but it was ok to her she said she could understand
time to time my friend has also found their love one
I ask them to go with me to bar to have fun but they all refuse and said their gfs will be angry
in my mind I thought it is normal for girls to get angry when going out I.. haven't seen her angry to me tho
time to time
I feel strange and jealous of my friends because their partners was strict to them unlike mine
then one day I get tired and break up with her because she never make me feel like she loves me and all she said is ok and left after that I didn't get to see her for months
I kinda miss her I was about to go to her but I forgot I know nothing about her nor who is her friends
I came to her classroom and ask where she is her classmates said she transferred to another school
I was shock because I didn't get to know anything about her transferring I ask what school she went and no one knows I also asked who is her friends but no one answered it feels like she has no friends
after 3yrs
I accidentally bamb into her again in my mind I said I found you again I miss you how have you been
I grabbed her hand and ask Mae do you still remember me
she looks Soo sad when she look at me
I again talk and said long time no see how have you been
she talks and said I'm fine
I don't know why but It feel like she was Soo sad her voice sounds like a heart that just got broken
I asked her if she is available for talking with me
she nodded and we came to nearest coffee shop there I talk a lot and she listens
after that talking I asked her how was her life
she said she was fine when keeps talking about being fine but I can see in her eyes she is sad
and in the end I said to her I still love you I'm sorry I'm a coward to break up with you with stupid reason I explained everything to her about me being immature and then I looked at her
a tears drop into her eyes and wipes it up with her towel quickly
I am sorry I said and she finally speak out and said I'm sorry to I'm sorry for not making you feel how much I love you
I'm sorry I'm not like others
I'm sorry for not being perfect
I stand up and came to her and hug her
it's ok it's ok it's also my fault
after that we were back again being in a relationship
and slowly I understand everything
she is insecure to change me she wants me to be happy that's why she respect my private time and also in those 3 yrs I understand that all this time she got no one besides her unlike me but from today onwards I won't let her feel alone anymore
the end
