@ REUNION🤞
The life was good with you by my side but is it better without you.
Walking along that allay reminds me of nothing but you.
There we are again in that akward moment facing eachother again after many years or so...
I wanted to avoid it at all costs but here I am at last.
His face still the same and his eyes still clear as crystal but something is so unfamiliar.
He seems to be doing well as she is there filling up my space beside him.
We don't dare to say a word to eachother nor we have enough courage to look at eachother.
He is sitting right across me with that same gracefulness he used to hold.
Time and again he looks up to meet my gaze but not long enough to make me guess his game.
I observed him under that beam of light,he seems to shine brightly as I remembered.
He seems to have forgotten to smile which was once my source of energy, i never told him.
His slender fingers which used to fit perfectly with my fingers when intertwined, how I missed it.
His musky eyebrows which seems to have grown little longer and shabby since I last touched.
His hair neatly comed but still the way I have him groomed.
She is by his side but she is busy minding others business and he doesn't seems to be bothered.
She is gorgeous and once a girl every boy in school wants to date .
He is there looking akward as ever , seems like he wants to get out of here anytime.
He looks up again and as usual he meets my gaze.
I didn't bother to look away, scared to let him go or may be I am trying to make it last little longer than usual because I know we'll never be same again.
We stared at eachother taking every inch of each other's face may be we are trying to memorize it for the lifetime.
Everything around us seems to have lost it's life as we two are enough to build our own little world.
I hear my heart beating so loud and clear after soo many years and my mind goes blank.
I hope he is feeling the same way as me.
I want to run away from here with him by my side for ever... So that no-one can find us and make us do things we don't want to do.
She nudges him but his eyes still lingers on my face as if he wants to say something.
I still love the way he makes me feel so special and unique , i love everything if it is about him.
He is frowning over something she said but who am I to be bothered by their business. I am just a friend or may be nobody.
Seeing him again reminds me of all the memories which I had locked away because I was scared.
But now I am opening it and will treasure it forever.l cannot accept the fact that I was happy when I was with him and i living in there.
If only I was little more courageous enough to hold onto him for little longer.
If only I was not so childish to believe he would be with me forever.
If only I was not so foolish to believe in fairy tale.
If only I was not so kind to let her have him than.
I have so many questions to get answers from him and so many plans to disclose him with.
I want to know all of his secrets and his fears.
I want to hold those hands and walk like we used to .
I want to see first his face every morning and last thing I see before going to bed.
I want to spend my time fighting with him and life proving my love for him.
I want to remind him of our dreams and our kids name we fought over, silly arguments.
I want to try holding him back for the last time I want to tell him my feelings.
I want to touch his eyebrows for the last time.
I want to feel him close to hear his heartbeats and to remember his scent for the last time.
oh! his lips I have been missing if for soo long ...
I want to feel his kiss against my lips but GOD forbid! I can't, i cannot even move my finger .
My body goes numb and i cannot hear or see anyone, i think it is time for me to say a perfect goodbye which he deserves.
I looked at him for the last time he found my gaze and he gives me that smile,the one I would die for.
I returned his kindness with my most beautiful and courageous smile ever.
I stood up and left the world behind and my mind at peace.
With my teary eyes and broken soul.
I will never stop loving him.
