"Hey bestie, wanna come over at my place tonight??? Let's make a new piece!!!!", said Samuel, talking to his best friend Alina on his phone.
"I'd love to!!!" said Alina happily "Hey bestie, I have a secret I have to tell you".
"Huh!?? Secret!!?? WoW!! Say it quick!!!" said Samuel, shouting at the phone.
"Ammm.......I'm going to Paris tomorrow....." said Alina with a low voice.
"What!!!!?? Tomorrow!!!??? Why aren't you telling me!!!!???" shouted Samuel with shocked.
"I'm sorry...." said Alina.
Alina parents passed away give months ago. She is a very mature girl, so she can get everything she wanted from her own salary. She loves painting a lot, and is also going to Paris for this.
"When are you coming back!???" asked Samuel with a sad tone...
"I don't know....I.....I...I might not come back...." said Alina, fighting back her tears.
"Hey!! Are you crying!?? You silly girl, everything will be fine. There's a good communication system now!! Just chill bestie!!!" said Samuel, trying to cheer Alina up.
"Okay, I'm on my way to your place, see you there" said Alina, hanging up the phone.
SAMUEL'S HOUSE
Alina was about to open the door, while Samuel hugged her inside. They cuddle for a moment, enjoying the warm hug.
After a while, they broke the hug.
"Why are you so stupid, didn't even tell me these important things" said Samuel, cupping Alina's face.
"If I told you, you would've done something to stop me, so I don't" said Alina, shrugging.
After some time, they were in the bedroom, makinga painting. Alina was enjoying it a lot, sitting on the floor, continuing the painting, while Samuel was on the bed, staring at her instantly.
SAMUEL'S POV
I can't stop staring at her painting. She said that she's going to Paris tomorrow, and.....I don't even have the time to prepare anything for her. Apart from that, I was planning a surprise for her this Saturday, but, now everything's ruined.
I have to be honest now, no more hiding. Yes, I love Alina a lot, lot lot lot lot, and lot more than I love myself, but I've been hiding this feeling, to protect our friendship.
Whatever, as soon as I heard her saying she might not come back, I know that today is the only day left for me, as if she'll be dying tomorrow.
So I decided to tell her that I LOVE HER!.
"Why do you keep on staring me???" she shrugged.
"No, just that.....I see a fallen angel" I grinned.
I move down the bed, to the floor, beside Alina, cuddling her.
"hey hey, I told you I don't like to distrib while I'm painting!!!" she said, trying to break the hug, while I hugged her even more tighter.
"What's with you!!??" she exclaimed, putting her paint brushes and canvas down, sitting on my lap and hugged me back.
"Can't you stay for some more days!??" I looked at her eyes
"Nope..... tomorrow...." she sighed, putting her head on my chest, hugging me tighter.
"Alina....I also have a secret...." I said to her.
"Hmm??? Tell!" she said, still remaining on her position.
I left her head next to mine, putting both my hands to her ears. I move closer to her, closing my eyes. I think she knows what I'm trying to do, but she didn't do anything.
I tried to kiss her, but she move away.
"I love you Alina" I said, putting my head on her shoulder, cuz I can't face her.
"Samuel........how long have you been hiding this??" she asked me...
"For many years....from the day I met you...from the day you came to my life....and became a part of me..." I answered.
"If I said I don't love you.....it'll be a lie..." she sighed...
I was so shocked to hear that....she stood up, and was about to walk away. I grab her hip and then push her down the bed.
"What are you trying to do???" she asked...
I'm speechless....if I do that with her....no...this isn't possible, just one last kiss....one kiss....only one...
I move towards her slowly while she was saying...
"You can kiss me for the first and last time.." closing her eyes....
I move towards her and then kissed her. Her lips are soft like rose petals, her sweet mouth, her helpless breaths, her passion, everything about her, I want to have them all.
For a moment, I thought that in this world, only the both of us exist, longing only for each other, and nothing more.
After some time, she broke the kiss, the push me away, then was about to walk out.
"You're leaving!??" I asked sadly....
"Yes....I'm sorry, you can have that piece, it's speacially made for you, don't call me until I do......just .....take care....." she said crying and running out.
I was so helpless, I have nothing to do, but to just watch her walk out my house.
I went to check the painting.....and I can't just stop staring at it.....it got lots of me and her....
AFTER THAT NIGHT, ALINA HAVEN'T CALLED ME. I DIDN'T HAVE THE COURAGE TO CALL HER AND AS SHE SAID, I JUST WAIT FOR HER TO CALL ME.
ITS ALREADY TEN YEARS AND.....I STILL REMEMBER THAT KISS...AND I STILL HANG THAT PAINTING ON MY WALL.
I DON'T KNOW HOW SHE'S DOING, BUT I GUESS SHE HAD FOUND HER LOVE.
My phone rang, and when I looked it, my tears began to drop out. It just came instantly. It's Alina calling me....I'm just so happy....
"Alina!!! Do you know how long I've been waiting for this calll!!???" I shouted in the phone with happiness.
"Hello, is this Samuel???" it's not Alina's voice.
"Yes, where is Alina??" I answered, shivering
"I called you as soon as I found a letter for me in her letter box." she said.
"What happened to Alina!!?? What happened to my Alina!!!??" I asked instantly.
"She....she had passed away 10 years ago..." she said crying.
No, my Alina can't die....she can't die....noo....no... Alina...you can't die....why didn't you tell me???.... my...my Alina....
"A month after she reached Paris, she passed away, because of her illness" she continued.
"Illness!!!? What illness!!!??" I quickly asked.
"She had a heart disease, that's also the main reason why she came to Paris, you didn't know about that!??" she said again...
"No...." I said.
"Anyway, you send me your address in this number, there's a lots of stuff for you" she said, while she hang up.
I flop on the grown.....crying...
Why didn't you tell me that you have a heart disease!??? Why didn't you tell me you're dying!!!?? Why!??? I've been waiting for you calls, texts and you....but you didn't came..... I thought you had found you man....but it was just that.......you.....
Alina.......
I can't stop crying.....she was my love...my everything....
AFTER A WEEK, I GOT SOME BOXES. WHEN I OPENED THEM, THERE WERE PAINTINGS OF ME, ALL OF THEM HAS MY FACE IN IT.
I SAW A LETTER ON THE SIDE.
"Samuel, I LOVE you, but, if I tell you I'm almost dying, I'm scared you'll leave me, so I didn't tell you, sorry. That night, you kissed me, that was my first and last kiss, and I'll remember it. Don't cry too much when you hear I'm dead, cuz it's better, I'll always be by your side now. Those painting, I paint them whenever I miss you. Remember me, and I'm sorry again. Don't forget I'll always be by your side now, and you better get a gf soon, I'll be watching you ~ With love, me"
STUPID, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE NOW!!!?? YOU'RE MY ONLY LOVE, I WON'T LOVE ANYONE ELSE. I LOVE YOU TOO........
