I was finally 18 now. I passed my school with good percentage and now, I am so far away from my home, for the purpose of study. Actually its not entirely for my studies, Its also for enjoying my life, I am so excited.
Its my first day of college. This university was so damn big, so I can't find my class and also I got lost on my first day...great!..... I saw a girl sitting over at a distance so went to her and asked her for help "Hello! excuse me miss, could you please help me out? I'm kind of new here so I can't find my class."
she was looking at me, she told me that she is also new here and lost. Even she ended up asking me for help. wow great!...
So I finally decide to walk around the university campus, there's a lot of stuff - a ground, sports courts and so on. Everyone is so open minded, they all are enjoying there life to the fullest. I was too happy since I got admission in this university.
I glanced at my back, a girl was following me. She is cute but why is she following me? Before I could ask, she told me that she was kind of confused and afraid, so she is just hanging out with me. I was looking in her eyes and I can see tear drops, in those drops I can see my face. She is so beautiful, black hair and blue dress. I don't know this feeling, but I know that this college life is going so crazy.
After that I finally found my class, she was also in my class. We both had our friends' group, but in break we would meet and have our lunch together.
Time passed, I finally proposed her in middle of class, I never imagined that she would be so happy with me. After that we started enjoying our life together. Goiing out for movies, teasing her, loving her, supporting her. At night in university ground, we would stroll hand in hand and stare at the stars. this life felt heavenly and then Our study was over and it wad time to say good bye to our university and college life. We had to go back to our home, but we decided that we will tell about our relationship to our parents and convince them.
So I went back to my home and told my parents, they said yes and I was so happy to hear that. I texted her that, but before that she said her parents about me but they said no to her and it was impossible to live together.
It broke my heart. I can't live without her. I had spent 3 whole years with her and it became my habit to be with her. Now I was thinking how can I stay with her every day, every night, every morning.... Then I finally found a way, and I was to happy .
Yesssss........
At first I texted her - " Hey my love, I know you are so lonely, but your wait is over, because I am coming to you, I will always stay with you, but you have to follow what I am going to say- Never die.. Okay? I am always with you, sitting next to you, I promise! every day, every night, every second, I am standing next to you believe me okayyy?
Love so muchhh.... See you soon.. "
After that i did suicide...
so no one can stop me, yes!...
Now I am always with her. I am so happy, every second, she is in front of me and she looks at me and smiles. She knows that I am always next to her......
DISCLAIMBER-
THE STORY, ALL NAMES, CHARACTERS AND INCIDENTS PORTRAYED IN THIS STORY ARE COMPLETELY FICTICIOUS. THE AUTHOR OF THIS STORY STRONGLY OPPOSES THE ACT OF SELF HARM, AND SU*CIDE.
