When I first saw him I was 13 years old in middle school.
It was the first day of school, I was at school.
I was looking down the window because there were those who were late for school in downstairs.
I wondered who was running late.
I was happy when I saw him, I don't know why but seeing him laughing made me happy.
I don't even know his name, but I was curious about him. After that it was my and a friend's sentrying time in school.
( Sentry= Picking 2 students from the class every year, doing errands, waiting at the outside of the school and opening the door to those who come, doing things like taking the classbook to the classrooms.)
Then I had to take the paper to someone. then I went up 2 floors.
his class was on that floor then I saw him.
There were still lessons at that time, and he was roaming around, there were a few people with him.
He was laughing when I passed from his side and he said look at that girl...(and that person is me)
Anyway then I came back downstairs.
My friend was down there too, then we talked a little bit and sat down without doing anything.
Then Something come up
We decided who would enter the class.
Then I entered the door (the teacher had to sign the paper) I gave the paper to the teacher to sign.
I just came to the door someone told me don't press theree! (i am surprised) Where not to press? I said. but he didn't answered me. So I jumped and passed.
I opened the door and i got out I'm just closing the door, as it turns out his pen fell to the ground I haven't seen the pen. He looked at me laughing. (Godd I'm so embarrassed)
but if only that moment had taken a little longer, I actually didn't want to close the door at that moment.
Anyway days have passed.
(I searched him a lot, learned his name, looked at his family, looked at things like this)
When I was got on the bus I was going to the eye hospital. When I thought now he is in school, he suddenly appeared next to me. (I scared)
I stared at him for a moment. He was staring at the phone with the hood on his head in black sweatshirt.
He didn't see me looking at him.
I didn't even realize I was staring at him that long godd.
Then I was once again on sentry. at that time i was alone and i was sleepy.
I hoped to see him from the beginning. while waiting for him i was so tired,
but although I waited so long that day, I couldn't see him. It hurt me a lot.
Then I saw him for the last time as the schools were ending because it was his last year.
Now is my last year too.
I still love him and I won't give up on him.
(I don't know him yet but I wonder what he is like)
And even when others say that I admire him, that I don't really like him, that he is not a good person, that is their personal opinion.
There are those who look bad on the outside, but maybe he's a very good person inside.
You can't decide by looking at him. Maybe he is not a very good person or what he does is not good, but everyone has flaws.
One day in the future I want to tell him that I love him, but now is not the right time.
