"Ever since I started realising that my illusion disappeared, If you were just my thinking, were just illusions and imagination I wish I would disappear too"
"keeping you alive inside me...i want to die myself"
"I have to break myself into pieces without ever hurting you"
"How do I tell you that you were my only safe place where I felt at home.. even if you weren't atleast i felt you were"
Now that I know it wasn't, I have to disintegrate never feeling it again...