There goes my heart beating again .
And while I am running I see Him .
There he was with his blonde messy hair organizing products in the shelfs listening to music in his earphones not minding anyone but his business .
He was like a golden bright light sparkling and I immidiatly felt drowned to him .
His innocent and pure energy was like a magnet pulling me towards him unlike his fierce appearance .
I don't even know his name but I can call him ...My Light now .
A flashback ✨
The past couple of months has been chaotic for me and my family.
They moved to a whole other state leaving me behind to take care of my little siblings until they are done with selling our current house affairs .
My mom just came back and seeing her enter the house it feels like suddenly a mountain is removed from my shoulders and the light suddenly appeared out of nowhere to lighten up our house that seemed gloomy with her absence and me taking responsibility of everything here including taking care of my siblings and the house and everything in between including my studies.
Finally I feel like breathing a heavy sigh away and smiling bright .
But it didn't last long until she told us it was our last night to spend here in this house and state and that we had to officially all move tomorrow because the seller is going to take over this house that now became his .
I felt lightening striking me , electricity all over my body ! How am I supposed to move now while I still study in a university here and it would be impossible to transfer to another in the middle of semester...but I don't even want to move now ! My friends are here ,all job opportunities are here , everything is just easier here , we've spent our entire lives here since the minute we were born , how does he and Father expect us to suddenly leave our lives behind and just move to a whole different state that's so far away from here and start from scratch!!
I thought with her coming here she would finally settle with us and give us more time but she had already made the deal and strikes me with another shock ! Great !
It was the next morning already a gloomy day , seems like the sun just didn't want to brighten up the day and leave as it was .
I finished packing with my sister and brother and left with My mom and Dad in our little red car In a long road trip that took about two hours because of the traffic that seemed to be only as we begun to enter that new city that's waiting for us to settle in it , and I already hate it more that I did before , seems like a lot of struggle for me from now to travel back and forth to study and meet friends or do any business.
As we are moving inside the city more I could tell it's a place of a country side , it had many beautiful views from the sides indeed, but the more we entered to where we live I could see from the people's life styles , selling , clothing, the way they approach each other is very different from the capital where we used to live and I wasn't wrong with my first impression, because later on when we arrived to our New House and settled, I noticed everything was so different from my life yesterday, a new chapter was opening but not a one that I wanted nor chose .
I can already tell that this is going to be everything but a home for me ...just a house .
It has already been two months here , and I still refuse to believe this is where I was thrown to live .
The people stare at me weirdly if I speak in the transportation noticing my different accent than theirs since they are the locals , and they look at me outside as if I am an extraterrestrial and follow me around complimenting my looks as if they never seen a woman before , which is also a fact I heard around here that women don't get out often nor do they dress in a modern way like women from the capital like me .
The days passed by and I hated this place even more I started to go to my aunt's house closer to where I used to live in the capital right after I'm done with my university and come in the weekends my house with my family, because being there was draining and just made feel like I'm losing myself since I'm not the kind of girl who would just sit home and do nothing with her life , I felt useless since I'm 21 years old now and I did nothing with my life since coming there .
I continued my life like that between my aunt's house in the capital and coming in the weekends to spend them with my family.
And two years passed just like that , until the week that I didn't have to study everyday in it came and it was the middle of it , a Tuesday, I finished my studies and from university I went to my house to my family in the country side .
They picked me from the bus station and we went together grocery shopping for the month to that supermarket my 20 years old brother works at which was huge .
I was picking in between the shelf's boxes of powder chocolate and hiding them between my arms carrying them around , and still looking everywhere with my parents , and after they got all they need i forgot to get myself my favorite cerials that my brother brings , and I had only a few minutes to find before my dad pays for everything and leave , so I went running between the shellfs and still carrying the chocolate powder boxes in my arms , running like a crazy and asking the employees there where could I find but none of them gave me a proper answer or they would just not know .
flashback ends ✨
And while I am running I see Him .
There he was with his blonde messy hair organizing products in the shellfs .
He was like a golden bright light sparkling and I immidiatly felt drowned to him .
His innocent and pure energy was like a magnet pulling me towards him unlike his fierce appearance .
I don't even know his name but I can call him ...My Light now .
