Edge of dejection~
... Everytime i would be in a state where i could collapse any moment and be ready to cry my hearts out no matter where I'm or no matter how i felt at the moment....and well I'm so prepared for it ...(saying so she left out a small chuckled and then she continued)...like I'm prepared for an exam or a soldier preparing for his war,a doctor preparing to go into operating theatre,a chef for his dishes to be tasted,a teacher to teach his students etc ...as such, my happiness was always at the edge to end her era soon..(after saying this the narrator remained silent for a few mins) still...(she continued)..still i came prepared ...well not so prepared but still i came fine where i could handle every situation in a way I should, i didn't study hard but i tried my best to attempt all with my wits and wisdom of what I've learned, i didn't do the full training still knows some tricks to save myself from the war, didn't attend all the seminars of the still learned all i could from books and internet, couldn't attend important coachings still learned secrets ingredients and help myself,and lastly make myself capable enough to set a good examples for my students..
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To be continued....(^^)😂