Blinded by myself to see a lovely world that isn't as brilliant as I want it to be, all dark and enigmatic like any black hole or darkness that you believe it would place anything that could replace it, you discover it's gone forever, and the only person to blame is you. That the matrix manipulates your mind in such a way that you have lost all chance in discovering anything true or fictitious. An illusion had turned everything upside down, and you had even forgotten what reality was.