i hate my mom for being over protective

My mom is over protective and is so controlling. He wants to be the one to be followed and I hate it. I hate how she rules my life. I want freedom.

"Mom, they came and spent the night at her house." I know it will not allow me but atleast I tried.

"All right— as long as you don't spend the night." Jongina.

"Overnight ma. Over — night."

"So don't spend the night. It simply means that you're not allowed to go to that packening over night." He answered and went out of the kitchen.

"Mom, it's my birthday. I was invited."

"Sml?" I just share potlong. This is my mother.

"Can I go?" I asked with still cute.

"What time is it? Are you going to spend the night?"

"Yes. It starts at 6:30 pm." I answer politely.

"Just go to sleep. You still have class tomorrow." Saturday after class? Awwts gege.

"Mom, his family has a rest house in Tagaytay, my mother and I are going on vacation there. It will only take one week for her to finish eating."

"We have a walk this week." He replied without looking at me.

"We're going next week -" Before I could finish what he was going to say, he spoke again.

"We also have a walk next week." Taena. Walk alone.

"Mom, I already have a boyfriend."

"Break up with him or else I'll break his bones." Lpg tank tas can not lift alone if the arrogance can break his bones.

"I hate you." Finally, I've said it.

He looked at me in shock.

"You hate me?"

"Yes, I hate you for controlling my life. I can't even bond with my friends, can't attend their birthdays, can't—"

"I didn't mean to control you. I'm just protecting you. I love you and I cared for you. I don't want anything bad to happen to you."

"NO, YOU'RE CHANGING ME MA! AFTER NOW I'RE GETTING TOGETHER — MY GROOM WILL INTERFERE WITH YOU—" I didn't finish what I was going to say because he slapped me.

"ALL MY LIFE I DEDICATED IT TO YOU. I cared so much for you and yet you see it as if I'm CONTROLLING you." She looked with tears in her eyes.

"I just want you to feel the feeling of being cared for, something that I never get from my mompino — prot protect kita 'cause I'm scared that I might end up like my mom who fails to protect me. "Napa yuko nalang ako. I don't know what to say.

"I forbid you to have a boyfriend because I do not want you to do what I did to you.

mama pimped me to the son of her business partner.

I was with your father, so that my mom would finally appreciate it. But I end up harassed. Drugged me. He sexually harassed me, and you were the result. "How cruel I am for not knowing how hard my mom had been through.

"But I never did hate you. I worked really hard for you. Teenage pregnancy wasn't a joke. I became one of society's laughing stock. They hated me, my mother." We are both crying.

"I did my best to show you how much I love you for I'm scared to be like my mom who fails to be a mother to me, but it seems like I also did fail to be a good mother. I'm sorry - "he suddenly fainted.

I shouted for help and sent her to the nearest hospital.

I cried while waiting outside the emergency room until the doctor arrived.

"Your mom had a weak heart. I am her doctor since she is still young. Even her mom doesn't know and didn't care about that. And it seems you also don't know about it." the doctor look at me and pity is visible in her eyes.

"You make her sad." It wasn't a question. It is a statement.

"I'm really sorry to say this but, her heart just gave up." When he said that, my tears flowed even more.

I caused my mom's death.

my hate for her caused her death.

I got what I want, the freedom but I lost my mom.

P.S.— 'do not look for what you do not have. Appreciate what you have, even the simple things because when that disappears, I'm sure you will regret it. Love your parents. Not everyone has parents .