4:43am random thoughts;
As we grow up, there's so many ups and downs. There's this mentally unstable, breakdowns,and heartbreaks. Reasons are because of the responsibilities that you hold and the expectations that you must accomplished. As time pass by, you'd grow tired and overthink things and stuffs. But did i ever wonder how it feels if i slowly achieve the goal and get what i desires. To be honest, whenever i overthink things and think of giving up, i always ask myself if, what if i accomplished all these things? wouldn't things get better? you're loved one would be proud of. it's my turn to spoil my parents. However, it's all that talk but not taking actions. I mean it's not that i can't do it, its just that i can't. Hard to understand, right?
I mean what can my little pea size brain can do? Oh well, i'm going crazy.
04/09/23
