Author/Writer: Sevi
Translator: Miss A
Note: This wasn't my own story and Sev is, his is so good at writing stories and he is my inspiration and want to share this wonderful story of his, credit to the real owner this story is good and you'll definitely liked it
Credit to the rightful owner
HE FELL OUT OF LOVE
They said 'if your relationship was more than 4 years, there will never be a possibility that you will get together
But in my case, I disagreed.
Just address me, Yen. I have my boyfriend, named Calix. We've been together for almost 7 years, Can you believe that? Our relationship started way back in high school.
And now that we're in college. We both took EDUCATION and live under the same roof.
His Calix, his the person who's caring, loving and worry too much, In the two of us, he is more like a girl compare to me
He is also intelligent and into sports both academic and extra curricular activities. Unlike me, shy type, not smart, not dumb just half half
But to tell you honestly, I am studious type of person, unlike Calix 'cause he was born smart. That's why sometimes when i fell so tired he was the one who got my back, when I didn't eat, finish my laundry or even brush my hair, he will the one who will do it for me, he's a husband material indeed
One time, I was studying the whole day for the upcoming midterms. I forgot to eat or even take care of my self, so he cook for me and even feed me. He fixed my hair that time and braid it for me, though it's not new to me because that was become our set-up. But I swear the feeling of being handled with care is beyond happiness.
And for three years, that set-up has ended.
He came back as his father died; he wants to comfort her mother with his healing process. Then that's where he continue his study
And so, I was left alone. I fought every battles with myself, alone. He still comfort me through chats and calls. But it's still good when he was here
When your used with him , but then you need to get used without him Another process of coping, right? So Tiring, I swear.
For Six years, we got used in Long Distance Relationship The guy who loves to take care of me, the guy who loves to tie my messy hair misses me lot. He said it to me and that was months ago. Really, long distance relationship is suck.
From being sweet guy to plainly cold one.
That was started when he started working in public school With a heavy heart, I decided to go home to talk to him
When i get home, I immediately go to my aunt's place, but they said calix didn't come home for almost 1 week because he's busy in school activities since he handle sport team
So that time, I'm relieved as we talked a lot, as usually we do. I laughed, I smiled genuinely. Aunty is so kind to me. In the middle of talking Calix appear.
I immediately stand from my peacefull sit, i hugged him so tight because I miss him so much and so he was as if it was the last.
Damn, I miss this hug.
“By, When did you come here?” he asked, he loosened his hugged from me.
“Yesterday, by. How are you?” I asked him too.
But he never looked at me, eye to eye. " I'm fine, just a bit tired but i can do it" he awkwardly laughed.
" Im sorry, by. I got so busy lately that's why i don't have time to talk to you." He confessed, even if i didn't asked. I smile at him and assured him that I'm fine even though I'm not.
It pains me yet I ignored it.
Since his birthday is coming. I told his family. I even invited all his friends. I'm the one who prepared and auntie help me in cooking. But he didn't come because he said he has work to do in school. That's why i let our guest eat and then they started going home as they say thank you.
I woke up when someone open the door. I wipe my eye when i feel that my stomach growl. Then i suddenly remember I didn't eat anything yesterday night
"Why are you still here?” he irritately said. That hurts me. I patiently sleep here just for him. I just hunger myself for nothing
“Im waiting for—,” he cutted out my word
“I told you earlier right? Can't you understand that? Your supposed to go tonight, your just trying to make yourself suffer. You even sleep in this table." He said and he walk away
I fell that my tears fell out from my eyes the time he got inside his room and didn't come out. I'm standing in front of the door
I pity myself.
And there, i go home. I didn't even eat anything as I can't because I cried and cried and cried until i fall asleep.
I woke up around 9 pm. I opened my fb account and surprisingly a timeline pop out "a picture that Calix was tagged with a caption, 'happy six monthsarry Love!'.
I cried again and again. My heart is about to explode. It's hurt. He hurt me for almost 6 months. Damn. I wipe my tears and i immediately go to Calix to confront him. I go outside immediately because I can't take it anymor, I'm angry at hime. Even Auntie is also angry at him
"Now can you explain everything to me! I waited for you until midnight by, I didn't eat or sleep peacefully to wait for you. I thought you we're busy in school?" my voice is full of sorrow, he just stand there while listening to me
“Am i not enough, by? I give my everything to you...even m-my soul. When did miss up everything? What did i do wrong? Please tell me..." I begged him
He stare at me. "You didn't miss anything it's just... I fell out of love, Yen. Because your not always by my side, our sparks together just disappeared. Can you blame for that?"
Long distance relationship doesn't really work!
I sat down in the floor, i bit my lips while holding my chest
“By... Let's start all over again.. I will do anything, everything for you.. just come back to m-me.." I begged him desperately, begging him to stay
“Didn't you here me, Yen? I said I fell out of love. I don't love you anymore!”
And there, I heard how my heart broke into pieces.
After that night, I saw him with his woman. He treat her like a queen, while me, he dump me like a trash.
He dump out 6 years in exchange of 6 months
And I realized, he didn't fell OUT of love.
There is just someone NEW next after me.
THE END
