My first Post Story.
Was feeling down so I wrote a poem
Sorry it doesn't have a title.
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i just wanted to be by your side
all I want is to feel loved
without forcing myself
am I that odd
you don't want me around
you don't want to hear my voice
was it really that bad
I don't understand
why couldn't we just be normal
when all I've tried to do
is get close to you
and yet I end up being the bad guy
the efforts spent we're just a waste I pressume
I'm nothing before your eyes
did you really mean those words?
I've been hearing it all the time
the spite and anger all pent up
that you poured out without a sign
the hate and disgust in your eyes
telling me not to come any nearer
the ambush and self deceits
all coming to life
doubts fly like eagles
laying grip on my heart
did you really mean them
you proudly belittle me
and now I've come to believe
that I'm indeed a no one to be mentioned
you can't read my mind
and even if you could
you won't feel the thorns piercing through my soul
you won't ever get it because we're not the same
so desperately you wish to cut the thin rope
so many reasons you should so it's justified.
it's justified.
I'm not to hold on
damn you've already let go
or we weren't ever together from the start
it's too late to fix things
I can't be fixed either
I'm a nobody
remember?
~Famous T.
