For my love,
I hope you are living a blissful life at the south. I hope King is taking good care of you. I wish you and King to be blessed with a beautiful child who is just like you. Beautiful, kind, strong and polite.
My love you are the moon to my dark night sky. Sun to rainy sky. Flower to my dead garden. You are my joy, my sadness, my wealth, my health and my love. Without you I am not me. Without you I am incomplete.
My love, after you left from here mylife has turned upside down. My mother forced me to marry the Princess of West, so that I can become the king before my second brother. Then again mother forced me to sleep with her. Tell you truth all I felt was pain, not even single second was pleasurable. The more she rubbed herself on me the more I felt like dying. I was dying every second of that night. Only I know how much I wished it was you instead of her.
After that painful night I became a doll. My soul finally left me and I became my mother's doll.
Few weeks later I got the news of the woman I married being pregnant for my child. I was over the moon at the same time you not being the mother of my child broke my heart. However it was mine I wanted it.
Like a blink of an eye seven months passed and she gave birth. What you are thinking is right, the baby was born before the date. Seeing the little ball of fluff I couldn't help but feel Joyful.
Like this 2 months passed. I was living my only reason was the little bundle of joy. I named her after you. Yes, my love it's a girl. A beautiful girl.
Everything was going well until one night. I woke up to drink water, when I saw the women I married missing. Then I saw a distant voice of a man and woman arguing. I got up and walk towards the voices. That is when I realized it was my brother and the woman I married. I got little more closer in curiosity, as you always say Curiosity kills the cat. Like that my curiosity killed me.
I heard the women telling my brother that their child is fine. I was surprised at first then I realized that it was the child whim I called as mine. My heart shredded.
Next morning I explained everything to my mother, only to know it was her idea. I was just too broken there was nothing left to be broken.
My mother take me as a doll.
My brother I the father of my child.
The child I thought was mine, never was
I am devastated. My whole world crumbled. I have no reason to live. Not anymore.
This is why I am writing this letter to you after 3 years. I wanted to say goodbye to the only person whom loved me and whom I loved.
Thank you for loving me, teaching me the meaning of life. However I have lost all meaning of mine. I am sorry that I am breaking our promise.
When you receive this letter I probably no longer exist. I must have ended my life.
My love always remember you are the one and only person I loved. And I will continue loving you even after my death.
Yours once
Charles
