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...try to sleep again and after awhile I fell in a deep dream
I could see myself..?But it was my CHILDHOOD!
Y/N:I look really happy..who is this boy? Tae..?!
Little Y/N:Do you promise me that you won't forget me?
Little Tae:Of course!I'll promise..and if we met again,I'll marry you..and be a good husband~
Little Y/N:I LOVE YOU!Hehehe
Little Tae:Me too~But let's go to the park^^
Little Y/N:Yessss!
I remember this moment...
But he broke it...
He hurts me...
Little Y/N:T-tae...
Little Tae:Are you HURT?!Come I'll bring you home okay?So don't cry..
I can't see my future wifeu crying..it hurts
I was watching them with a smile while crying
Little Y/N:Ice cream!
Little Tae:Ice cream!
Tae&Y/N:*laugh*Strawberry
Haha cute..but now it's over..
With a last glance from my past,I woke up.
I was wet from sweat and tears and decided to go to Taehyung's house
I hope he lives at the same place...
I walked out of thd house and walked to his home...
Y/N:Long time no see my second favorite place...
Luckily,it was his house and I went immediately to the doorbell and rung.
It opened revealing a Taehyung who was sleepy..
Taehyung's POV:
Taehyung:What are you doing here.
Y/N:Taehyung-ahh pleaseee come back!
I miss you so much...
She started to cry.....again..
Y/N:I can't live without you!You know or remember our promise?
Promise?What promise?
Taehyung:I don't know...
Y/N:Really...*sigh*I thought you would keep it and I waited for so many years so that I can show up one day infront of you and make our promise real...but I guess I'm late
She was trying to hold her tears but couldn't and forced a smile...
It brokes my heart...
Taehyung:Y/N I-
Y/N:No it's okay...I'll go now
Y/N's POV:
I was expecting that...
I wanted to hand my good bye letter to him but I didn't had any courage for it
I walked away while Taehyung looked at me with a blank face...
I was hurt...It aches...
I can't hold it anymore....
My...bestfriend....
My...first...love..
Our...promise...
The future..I was looking for..
The love of my life...it's over...
Let's go back to US..
I'm sure he wouldn't mind if I'm not here anymore...
I couldn't control my tears anymore
I started to cry without knowing where I was going....but unfortunately I could feel pain...not love pain
I got crashed against a car...
Taehyung's POV:
I tried to remember but couldn't...
Unless I heard a loud crash..
I felt something dangerous and I was right....
Y/N got into an accident..
I called immediately the ambulance...
I was crying without knowing,my heart was aching like crazy,it was my fault...
She looked lifeless....
When we arrived the hospital she got in the OP room while I couldn't do anything...
I cried...
After 2 hours I could see the doctor coming out but with the expression from his face,I knew that there is something wrong...
Doctor:I'm sorry Mr....?
Taehyung:Kim..her f-friend..
(Maybe fake friend..)
Doctor:I'm sorry...we couldn't survive her fully..you can look at her once,you need to be careful she is in a really bad condition and we don't know how long she can make it...
I nod,I couldn't say anything..
I was speechless...
When I went in,I saw a pale face with a so many scars and wounds...
Y/N:T-tae..?
Taehyung:Y-y/n-ahh*cry*I'm sorry..!
Y/N:It's okay. I'm still happy that my love is staying for me till the end of my life
Taehyung:Don't say that,I know that you will be at my side forever...
Y/N:I can't Tae..I'm okay..I don't regret it.I'm happy that I can go to my parents.
Taehyung:No..Y/N pleasee..
Y/N:Here take this...and after I die please take care of my brother
Taehyung:I will..
Y/N:I wrote that before I went to your house....I love you..I'll watch and be on your side...bye..
I immediately kissed her, I could feel her lips forming a smile but it slowly faded away
Taehyung:I love you too...Rest well...
The doctor came in and I decided to read the letter...
Dear Tae,
I know you wouldn't remember me anymore.I expected that you won't remember,so I wrote this letter for you.
Maybe you won't see me tomorrow anymore and that's because I'll be packing my bags to fly back to the US...
Eventhough you wouldn't mind if I'm not there anymore cuz you're happy with your girlfriend.
I wanted to thank you for being my bestfriend in the past when we were small...I'll not forget them..
I will never forget when...you took care of me,
when we ate ice cream,
when we watched a horror movie for the first time,
when we were playing,
when we secretly stole ice cream from the kitchen etc.
For me, it was my happiest childhood memory
When I grew up,I realized to make memories are really important.
So don't stress yourself with school work and make beautiful memories with your friend..
I'm sad that we couldn't make our promise real..
I thought, we could be a very happy family but...well yeah.
It's okay...I love you even you hurted me.I would forgive you everytime cuz you're my bestfriend and my first love..
You don't need to feel guilty if you don't remember us,it happens😊
I love you Taehyung-ahh and take care ❤ 😘
Your childhood bestfriend Y/N
I cried and all the memories came back and I regret it...
Taehyung:Sorry Y/N and I love you.I won't forget you..
After 10 years:
Taehyung's POV:
I'm living normal,hanging out with my friends and also Namjoon hyung..
Today is the day when I will meet Y/N at her grave with her favorite flower since childhood
Taehyung:Y/N my love...I'm back.I missed you and I hope you're fine,right?
From that day on,I visit her grave twice a week and talk with her about my life.
I love you
and
Thank you
~End~
