Shooting stars is just once in our life, I remember when I was just a child the nun always tell us children the myth of the shooting stars that if their is a shooting star they said if we wish it will come true and do you know what I wish? I wish for him to love me too.
The peaceful night invade my memory, while the stars are shining and as the moon become lunar I close my eyes. You are mine but you are so far.
September. 11. 1999
"Tianna!" A little boy shouted from a distance with his handsome smile he walks towards me, with his bright eyes like the star in a stary night he stops and look at my direction.
"Kanina pa kita hinahanap..." the boy pouted as the girl smile and patted his head. (Translation: I've been looking for you for a while)
"Sorry gusto ko lang kasing makita ang nag gagandahang bituin sa kalawakan" The girl pointed the bright sky. (Translation: Sorry I just want to see the beautiful stars)
"Tara na uwi na tayo hinahanap na tayo ni Mother Grace" The boy said again as he hold the little girl hand and walk towards the big house or what they called 'bahay ampunan'. (Translation:Let's go home mother Grace is looking for us )(Translation: Adaption House)
October. 10. 2004
The scenario became new, the distance from us become big as I see you run towards the running car I sigh how could it be me?.
March. 3. 2011
Graduation ceremony started, my adoptive parents are their to support me, I was hoping that you are just late to congratulate me but you were not there, Youre a big liar.
Febuary. 14. 2015
It's valentines day, I am waiting for you in this big tree. Do you remember when were young we use to climb this tree and then we sleep in the branch of this big tree. You came but I saw a glimpse of sadness in your eyes so I hug you and said 'It will be alright'
April. 13. 2017
It's my birthday where are you? It's alright if your late, I will just wait for you maybe your car is just broken that's why your late but you never came
January. 8. 2019
I'm in the road while seeing you kissing another girl. My tears feel and My heart broke, I slowly walk away while crying in this long road. I hope you become happy.
December. 1. 2019.
Your getting married I hope your happy. Don't worry to our baby I'm going to take good care of him and teach him to be a good man like you. Thank you for giving me a chance to be mine even your really not mine in the first place because you always belong to Tianna the little girl.
May. 30. 2020
"You gave birth to such handsome boy miss" the nurse said but I just look at the window and look at the bright shining stars.
"I'm dying nurse Liza please give my baby to his father I don't want him to suffer with me" I said as my tears feel.
I only have 3 or 5 years to live and I dont want to see my child seeing me die. I have cancer.
"Tell him that this is my gift and this gift will never be a sin because this gift came from my soul and specially my heart and also tell him to love my child like the love that I've been longing for a very long time"
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Years already pass and I always visit my child from a distance. He is my everything but I'm far from him, like the stars in this bright night. 'How could I reach the stars if the stars are faraway from me?'
A shooting star pass by I sigh and wish. wish do really change before I wish for the father of my child to love me but now I wish my child to be happy with his family even if I'm not with him.
As I close my eyes I saw his smile, my child I hope that some day you would know that their is someone from a distance that's been loving you for a very long time.
-The End-
