EVERY TIME I SAW HIM, MY HEART WOULD BEAT REALLY FAST. I'D FEEL LIKE THERE WAS SOMETHING HOT BUBBLING IN MY CHEST AND BURSTING OUT OF MY THROAT.
THIS HOT, BUBBLING AIR WOULD THEN SEEP INTO MY BRAIN, TRAPPING EVERY INCH OF MY NERVOUS SYSTEM WITH HEAT. IT'D FEEL LIKE SMOKE WAS COMING OUT OF MY BODY. I AM STILL.
It's all over but why I am still feeling this!?......
Maybe because I am still here even if you are not.
In still I breathe the air of ice outside. It burned deep into my lungs aftershock. Each step with the feel to fall taken. The trees howled a bare disrespect, leafless lore lay snow to chill the skin. Silent fluff blew the path no more. I watched my warm love delay silhouetteing to see no more and leave. I sit and tear. Frozen in a loss of heart. My hands cover my face. I am still.
MAYBE I STILL... STILL REMEMBER YOU..