What is love..!? Its a beautiful feeling or a fantasy? ... Why is love always a pain??! Is it our fault to fall in love.... For me I too did the same.. Not knowing what is gonna happen next but the only thing I know is I love him in a madly deeply truly lovely way... Maybe for him annoying but I don't care about it... I just love him only him... Falling in love with a person but coming out of it is the problem here... When we broke up I tried to ignore it but one day it bursted it and I almost went to suicide... My friends told he loved you... Then I went to see him and yeah he was there waiting for me... I didn't expect he would have loved me in the Same way as I did... When I think back I forgot the things whatever he did to me... It took time. For us to be together again knowing that we cant be together again we started a relationship... I don't know how many days this love story of ours is gonna continue but I wish in my eternal life he should be with me... He doesn't show his love to me why? He told I don't want to grow more feelings toward because we can't be together... Now I am the one who is suffering the pain.. But this pain is fine and I don't regret loving him.. Maybe I will soon one day when he leave me and I wish to God or beg God it should never happen because when he told me he would be leaving my tears started to flow without knowing? Why same question why and my friend told the same to you are madly truly deeply in love and one day it will hurt you but I pray for you... Wish that could never happen.. I love him I the only thing I will remember in my next life tooo.