From the day I started to go to school I had so many people that I can call as my friends, but to them I was not like that.They just wanted a slave to run errands for them,but as an idiot I thought friends were meant to do everything they want.
I think it was when I am studying at 7th standard, I began to see their true colours and wants to end this one side friendship of me. But I couldn't let myself do that, I think I was afraid that I will be alone.
When I was still studying at 7th standard, one of my friend approached me and said something about my classmate. At first I didn't know why she is telling me all this bullshit, until my classmate came to me at lunch break furiously yelling at me saying that I was talking Ill of her and it was my friend who told her. It was when I realised that it is no use keeping this one side friendship even if I have to be alone.
After I ended my friendship with them I totally became a different person. I used to be a calm and quiet person but now I get angry for silly reasons. But honestly I like the way I am now.
I even thought I am not worth getting a friend. But that thinking of mine only lasted until I came to school after the corona. It was when I was studying at 9th standard I met my best friend. In past she was same as me, surrounded by so many fake friends. I think we became close because our view on everything was almost same. I was quite an angry type but rather she was so calm and friendly.
Now we two are studying at different schools but we still are in touch. But it has been one month since I had talked to her as she went to hostel to study😕
So at the moment I don't have anyone to irritate so I am kinda bored
I don't know why I am writing this here maybe it is because I am bored. As now I don't have anyone to irritate 😁
