I joked around through my words
But not my every words a joked~~~
Everyone is fading
Now it's my time of dissapearing~~~
I don't want new people in my life
Cause old ones already gave me enough nostalgic~~~
I always try to laugh
But still end up crying in last~~~
I want you here with me
But your not here to listening me~~~
I pray to God you stay safe always
Cause my heart don't want another pain~~~
Please don't believed in my words so much
Cause i'm really good at displaying~~~
My heart is burning day by day
My fate is torchuring me with diffrenet ways~~~
Oh my love i wish to meet you again
When these flowers turn into lively again~~~
But it's impossible now
Cause i'm losing control~~~
This might me our last conservation
So let's sway in old observations~~~
Please always remembered me
But i also don't want you to remembered me~~~
Cause i will go away from here with out telling you
So you all have rights to being mad at me~~~
You can curse me too
Cause i'm going to break you~~~
But i'm sure one day you will forgive me
When you get to know about my actual mean~~~
So if i fade away suddenly
Remembered don't messaged me~~~
cause i will be not there to listening your complains
And giving you a relaxation Sigh~~~
Now my heart is aching
I think it's my time to flying~~~