FADING AWAY~...

I joked around through my words

But not my every words a joked~~~

Everyone is fading

Now it's my time of dissapearing~~~

I don't want new people in my life

Cause old ones already gave me enough nostalgic~~~

I always try to laugh

But still end up crying in last~~~

I want you here with me

But your not here to listening me~~~

I pray to God you stay safe always

Cause my heart don't want another pain~~~

Please don't believed in my words so much

Cause i'm really good at displaying~~~

My heart is burning day by day

My fate is torchuring me with diffrenet ways~~~

Oh my love i wish to meet you again

When these flowers turn into lively again~~~

But it's impossible now

Cause i'm losing control~~~

This might me our last conservation

So let's sway in old observations~~~

Please always remembered me

But i also don't want you to remembered me~~~

Cause i will go away from here with out telling you

So you all have rights to being mad at me~~~

You can curse me too

Cause i'm going to break you~~~

But i'm sure one day you will forgive me

When you get to know about my actual mean~~~

So if i fade away suddenly

Remembered don't messaged me~~~

cause i will be not there to listening your complains

And giving you a relaxation Sigh~~~

Now my heart is aching

I think it's my time to flying~~~