Its not first time I met him.... Still felt that first moment when I saw him in black shirt with folded sleeves,a fake glasses that shows his intelligence even tho he is average student....
Today was little rough day but felt so good after seeing him, whenever he appeared front of me everything get blurred and all I can see brightly is him....but again as always he came with his girlfriend that breaks my heart a little... obviously I'll feel hurt just because I waited 7 years to tell him that I feel more spl with him and after 7 years i finally prepared myself
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It was his 19th birthday.... everything was going nicely, he prepared himself so good, i thought it's for his birthday but that day when he hold mic just to thank everyone he mentioned something while saying "I love her and i wanna spend my whole life with her" everyone was asking where is she he said A bright spotlight will spot her...I was wishing that spotlight should stop at me but it's went far from me and i saw a girl holding red rose bouquet,long red dress and her beauty was grabbing others attention....I felt so broken after seeing her but somewhere i felt maybe she deserves him better.........💔💔 After the party I decided to leave him
...I did bring a gift for him but front of his girlfriend's gift mine was really worse
I left without saying a word but
still those past moments was flashing like it's something special for me....31/07/2023 (1:10am)
