Part 2
This guy and I dated for almost a year, he once posted a girl on her birthday saying that his wifey and thanking her for being there for him as I mentioned earlier he was 2 years older than me. I was 17 when he was 19, he explained that the girl was just his female best friend. When my birthday came he didn't post me and I wasn't mad because it is not always about posting, but what made me angry is that he didn't call for the whole day to even wish me a happy birthday. But when my male friends posted me he was angry and I couldn't give a damn, I was all over my male friends social media. And he even thought I was cheating on him with one of my male friends and I was always talked about my day to him, at school some boys used to pissed me off a lot and he told me they were in love with me and I should stay away from the boys. Which turned out to be true and I was shock when the guys told me.
Long story short....
After my birthday, I broke up with him and he didn't say anything he just hung off the phone and didn't call for two months, when he called after 2 months he asked me to give him reasons why and I did. He said I changed and he said no one can ever love me like him and he begged that we should get back together for 3months and I refused he said it was my fault for everything and even when we were in the relationship he cheated on me 3 times and told me and I forgive him, but now I was done with everything I told him that " you will look for me in very women and even those who look like me, but you won't find me in any women because no women can be me because I am not in very women I am a rare jem you can find once a while and you should treasure me once you find me because people often visit the jewelry store to ask for me, but I don't go with everyone." and now I am trying to find someone who will love me for who I am not for my beauty or body, sometimes he words ring in my ears because I feel like no one will love me, even his friends asked me out but I rejected them. I have a trust issue in man now and since my dad isn't also a good man I can't say there are good men because the two men that were important in my life were the two biggest jerks. So will I ever find love again? Can I trust man again?
