Fear.
hurt..
despair...
hopeless romantic they may say,
but you love that person so you decide to stay.
Your drowning on your own tears.....
saying that's it's ok,
it's alright,
thinking that one day....one.....day
maybe!!!
He will love you just the same as you love him
...mhmmm...just maybe....
of course that's not going to happen
cause he already has a person.
to cherish
and love
and maybe? that love of them...
gonna last a lifetime...............
So as a supportive best friend,
I decided to not say anything about what I feel.....
I hold on to it ...mhmmmm forget it.
for him....
for them ....
and for myself
it's the best option there is....
but saying that sentence
make me feel reassured and hopeful...
who am I lying with.
It's an excuse I came up,
but it gave me a chance to find
an entirely different feeling
and there it is.
I gave up.
I give up!!!
Love is truly is blind
that you don't know
what your going to do to yourself,
just like a blinded window
you don't know what's going on outside,
until you open up the blinds.
