[ Dad hit me a lot that day, I don't know what my mistake was. Mother was looking at me silently...This time she didn't come to save me. Dad was just saying the same thing again and again that he made a mistake but I could not understand why he was punishing me for his mistake!!!
"""Mother had tears in her eyes. She grabbed my hand and asked me to leave the house or to die. My younger brother was watching everything silently. He could not able to understand what was happening and maybe I too......
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___My legs got sore while walking all day. I did not know where to go. There was a food shop at some distance, I asked him to give something to eat.
He looked at me from top to bottom. There were some strange questions in his eyes. He asked me to speak again. I requested him again but this time, He started laughing."""
"""He picked up a stone and threw it at me and said that this place is not for people like me.
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> It was night already. The moon was shining in the sky with great pride. I got tired and sit on the stone. Stomach was burning with hunger.
Many people were standing in front of me. Some had glasses in their hands and some had bottles. Probably a cola shop.
Then a man comes towards me. He was walking some crooked. He comes to me and gives me a bread to eat. He smells well very bad but looks a kind hearted man.
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He said that if I go to his house with him, then he will give me food, money and clothes. The only thing I had to do was to keep lying down silently."""
> He used to lick my chest and bites the neck. His large fingers were always playing with my n**ples. I was feeling very uncomfortable and my whole body was hurting but he said that this is the only way to survive people like me by selling our vagina.
Although It hurted whole night but every morning, He used to buy a tasty food for me. He even bought new dresses and necklaces for me.
He never scolded me on my walking like dad used to. Never stopped me to wear makeup like mom used to. Never make fun of my voice like people used to.
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But one day, his wife left the home with the children. He blamed me for this. That night was horrible.
Next morning, When I opened my eyes, my clothes were torn, lips were bursted, there were marks of his belt on my body and the blood is flowing from my body. The man was sleeping next to me. He had my torn hairs in his fist......
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Now, again this time I was running. People were just watching me. Because of heavy sun over my head, my whole body was burning and without slippers, my legs was too. At one point I stopped and after sometime, I opened my eyes in the hospital. A tall Lady was standing in front of my eyes. She took me at her home...not home...a big mansion.
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There was 30-40 women roaming in front of my eyes. They all were smiling by looking me. The lady said this is my new home and everyone is like me here even the lady too. After somedays, They admitted me in the school. Although I used to wear skirt, had a long hair and cute face like a girl...they put me into 'Others' category.
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School was amazing. Every teacher used to take me as an example in their subject. I was very happy but students, I think they didn't like me. One day, they threw all the trash on me, screwed my hair and calling me 'Sixer, Slut, and TRANS.....'.When I came back, I cried a lot in front of the lady. Looking at lady's face, it looked like she knew all these things before telling.
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She looked my face and smiled. And after listening to what she told me, the ground slipped under my feet. Now, as if all the things had begun to be understood. All the questions were answered.
Now only one question came out of my mouth "Now what will happen?"
She said "Accept it."
I said "but people do not like me".
Then she said "Okay. Never mind."
I told her angrily "Looks like you don't mind anything".
She said "Yes. I have a lot of work and I don't have time to think what others think about me."
I said "How?"
She said "Because they are troubled by their thinking, not by me...Then what can I do in this?"
After that she closed her book and went away. Literally, everything was impossible for me that she said but still I tried to act cool like her but nothing got changed.
But, One day, my classmates suddenly stopped bullying me because I topped in the whole school and they wanted my notes for the studies.
I told about this to the lady.
And she said "In the end, Everyone needs everyone...and they need you like you need them because we are same." ]
*There is a deep silence in the room.*
Students...Ohh C'mon, My life was not so boring that all of you should sleep with your eyes open.
*Suddenly all students stands up and started clapping*
No no no...I'm neither here for your applause nor for sympathy. Even I don't take the sympathy of my own husband.
*Everyone started laughing*
Let me tell you that I've married to a handsome man...or you can say married to my first love...
*Student started howling*
Hahahaha...Yes, with my first love...He is the rich businessman. So don't be jealous. Okay?
*Clapping clapping clapping*
Well...Your principal wanted me to share my life experience with you. So, I'm just here to share my life with you like others do.
"""I don't know what you've listened, what you've learned. Because in the end, it doesn't even matter.
Everyone have their different life and different experiences.
But remember one thing, never bother anyone because you won't even know when you need that man.
You know Whenever, I see any crumbled person, I always thank god for giving me such a beautiful body...Because on that time, my pain looks little in the front of that crumbled man's pain. Maybe his pain is little in front of someone else.
We don't know...
I have built my house in front of my parent's house...No no no...not to tease them or making them feel guilty. Just in the hope that one day, they will knock my door and introduce me to my younger brother...
Today, I'm standing in front of you because I didn't waste my time in managing the other's ego. I'm confident because I'm I, me, myself...
I'm now the Chief minister of your state and....
I can proudly say "I AM TRANSGENDER".
*Clapping clapping clapping*
Thank you students,,,
Thank you for your precious time...
*She's about to leave the room but suddenly stopped hearing someone's voice.*
Mam mam...
Yes...
I want your autograph...
Sure...What's your name?
My name is Julia. And I'm Black Lesbian...
(~ smile) So, When will you introduce me to your girlfriend?
Soon...(~ wink) Now, byeeee...
Bye honey!!!
