Feeling this word is a headache for me
I wish this place has no feeling so I couldn't never get hurt what was my mistake that I was ur friend?
Or it's because we didn't keep boundaries
Was it me fault?or Was it ours
I am sorry that u trusted me
But the truth had to come out so it did
I know that this time again it's my mistake always mine
Ever one say that I am a liar
Right on my face
I can't describe that fear that gushes down my spin my heart heats so fast that extent that I can't breathe and when there is any problem that u started it always has my name why ? And why. Those PPL who sit and judge they say she is going to change her words 'see didn't i sayy
So they think this abt me
It took to much courage to fight with u I did and idk who win but won thing today I learnt that I can't change WT PPL think abt me
Because when they need our help we can't help them that situation is like that's and after we don't help them
We get a name ' look at her she will change her words 'see ' i cried souch i don't want feel like this
i hate u
I hate myself
I hate this MF feeling 😔
And in between this juggling of words I lost my confidence and smile again
