Remember Me (Taekook)

The lights were off...The room was too dark except the slight moonlight showing on his chest... But at that moment my heart was shattered in the depth of darkness where no light couldn’t be shown but still for the last time I wanted to see him.....

I was looking at my most beloved man who was fastened with the bed by me ; not by force but I was forced to drug him to drag him with me in this room...

I wouldn’t do it because I never hated him but loved him too much though he was meant for someone else.... I wish it was me but it was a girl with whom he wasn’t in love but still in a relationship... I don’t know about that girl but did she fall for him more than me?

He was still unconscious because of that drug I gave him.....There was still some wine left in the bottom of my glass....My heart was crumbling in pain that even the wine couldn’t help me to get over of that ache....

"Are you sleeping in peace?", my mind was wandering through too many questions like those but only if that peaceful breath was in my arms....

I couldn’t anymore control the urge of caressing his cheeks.....

I got up & splashed the wine on his face....His eyes frowned and his sense was coming back gradually....

Giving him sometime to come in his full sense properly, I poured wine in two glasses for me & him and sat on the chair beside the bed...

I could see his eyes were opening slowly and the drops of wine was drifting from his face on the pillow...

He suddenly looked at me with his infirm eyes and the first word came from his mouth was my name that made me emotional more because it wasn’t from love but from fear and disgust...

"JUNG....JUNGKOOK???? WHAT THE HELL I.....?", he noticed that he was being tied with the bed that made his eyes loathing towards me more, "ARE YOU FÚCKING CRAZY???? WHAT’S THE MEANING OF THIS????", he literately yelled at me without thinking that I was in love with him....

I still convinced myself saying that he was anxious and tried to calm him down,"Taehyung, baby come down it’s me! Relax!".

He didn't even take a breath and again hurt me by his words,"SHUT YOUR DIRTY MOUTH!!!! I FORBADE YOU TO CALL ME BY BABY!!!!!! UNTIE ME RIGHT NOW!!!!!"

Was my mouth really dirty for him? How many times could he hurt me like that? Couldn’t he give us a chance & try to fall for me like I did?

I knew the more I would've been nice with him the more he would've hurt me so, I got up from the chair to forcefully made him drink the glass of wine thinking if only he became drunk he would feel me and be nice to me....

"DRINK IT!!!!!", I shouted at him.

"STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!! JUNGKOOK!!!! DON'T CROSS YOUR LIMITS!!", he was struggling with me not to drink the wine...

Limits? I hoped that I did have some limits but my life was torn apart by him and though I put any limit, his memories dragged me to the endless shore of pain over & again....

I didn’t listen to him and forcefully made him drink the whole glass while he was laying down on bed and staggering with me," UMMMMM!!!! N-NO UMM!!!"....

The drops of wine was rolling down from his wet lips and wasn’t it normal for me to lick over that drew drops?

I wandered his lips by my fingers and touched his neck with my tongue to lick over the wine....

"AH~ Sto-stop~", suddenly his grumpy tone changed into soft móan that made my heart went crazy for him again....

I couldn’t stop myself from kissing his wet lips that left móan for me a second ago but unless he didn't try to stop me, that kiss would've been a passionate kiss not from lust but from love.....

I forcefully entered my tongue in his sweet mouth and harshly grabbed his hair and started súcking his saliva.....

"Uhmm~", I left a móan between our kiss as my heart was craving more of it but

he again try to shove me away and bit my tongue without kissing back....

I had to break that kiss not because I was being bitten by his teeth but because I realized he was huffing.....

"Huhhh~~ Lea..leave...me! I beg of you!", he was panting so much but still he again had to hurt me by pleading to leave him.....

Why? Why should I leave him? What could his girlfriend give him that I couldn't give? Why must I step back? — I didn't ask any of those questions because I knew the man in front of me was proud enough to call himself straight who would only fall for girls not in true love....

"I can't do it!", I looked down....

"BÁSTARD!!!! I'M NOT GAY!!!!!!", he shouted at me with his roughness....

Gay? Was it the only identity I had? Why didn't he love me? Just because I liked man and it's not normal? Why couldn't it be normal? A human can fall for another human then was I not a human like other people?

I wished I was an animal then maybe his hatred towards me was understandable for me....

"I love you...", knowing that he hated me made me say it to him again.....

He gripped his hands and spat in my face in reluctance & contempt....

I smirked & wiped his spit from my face & put it into my mouth.....I loved his everything....

He looked away seeing my reaction towards his act....I could say probably he felt more disgusted....

I was showing my patience before his cruelty that almost made me lose my control and I grabbed his jaw, "Look at me!"

He didn't turn at me by any mean nor even yelled at me so I had to shout at him,"TAEHYUNG!!!!"

Unless I squeezed his jaw harshly & forcibly made eye contact with him, he finally spoke, "I will rather die than dragging disgrace into my life!"

So I was the disgrace that would defile his character...

Wasn't it enough? My every hope fell at my knees....

I gnashed my teeth in anger and threatened him, "As I am a disgrace to you then lemme show you how it feels disgracing my love towards you!"

I hoped that he would understand me but he smirked at me saying, "I don't care!"

I knew he wouldn't care because he never cared for me once before; then why at that night he would care?

And I came at my edge of patience and respect towards him...

I grabbed his collar & started kiśsing him roughly that could take away his breath easily.....

"UMMMMMMM~~~", he was trying hard to shove me away but this time even his bite couldn't stop me from kiśsing him....

Blood was coming from my tongue grabbing his hair harshly I deepened the kiss more to let him taste my blood too.....

His drool was drifting between our kiss...

Did he taste my blood? How was it feeling? I wished I could know the answers....

He was taking deep breaths between our kiśses that weren't from love but lust....

I broke the kiśs and teared apart his shirt's buttons...

"Jungkook! Stop! Stop it! Don't do this!", his growling voice became taming....

But it was too late for me to stop myself from taking away his viŕginity as my cóak was erécted and pre-drípping to fúck him.....

I again asked him in a helpless tone for the last time, "Can you love me back?"

"Not....e-even your dream!", he said those words in a fragile tone as I could see his tears were welling in his eyes...

I had to say he was a man of his own words and maybe because of his those type of behaviours made me go crazy for him.....

I didn't give him a minute to insult me more and unzipped his pant & pulled down both his pant and uñderwear....

I was shocked he didn't say a word to me nor even he struggled with me....

His coldness towards me made me more mad...

I harshly pulled his legs up and thrúst my full length in his aśshole without making him relaxed....

He couldn't remain to his coldness and screamed out in pain.....

I was guilty but not more than being angry and overwhelmed by my emotions....

"JUNGKOOK TAKE IT OUT!!!!!!!", he yelled at me & tried to move away his buťt from my dićk but that made him scream in pain more....

I was certain that I wouldn't step back at that night but that didn't mean I forgot that I loved him...He was the most precious person in my life....

I slowly faced him & kiśsed him in his lips....He didn't bite me & didn't even move his face away.....I understood the pain in his aśs was hurting him more than his dignity....

This time I gave him my passionate kiśs though he didn't kisś me back but I was happy a little bit that he was trying to calm himself down by that kìss.....

Breaking the panting contact of our lips, I looked at him and saw he already grabbed the bedsheet and closed his eyes....

It made me understand that he was mentally ready that tonight at least his body was gonna be mine.....

I squeezed his pússy & his nìpples letting him know that it would hurt....

"Ahh~~", he grunted....

His mòan made me hard more in his pùssy and I started thrùsting slowly to feel that heavenly rhythm of his body....

He already started panting & growling, "Ahhh~~~ Ahhhhh~~~"

I looked at him....His face was turning red as he was crying.....

Somehow it was aroùsing for me.....

I let him cry and gave my focus on the beautiful view of his body while thrùsting into him hardly....

"Ouhhh~~", my grunts echoed in that room in pleasure....

His body was leaping back & forth as I was entering in him with my all strength....

"AHHHH~~~ FÚCKKKK~~~", he growled and gave me a wrong alarm....

Was he also enjoying like me?

I kept thrùsting in him that made him scream my name...

"AHHH~~ JUNGKOOK!!!!! DON'T!!!! HUHHH~!", he again pleaded but it couldn't stop me.....

I held his both legs up & widened Taehyung's hole a little bit......Just a little widening made him scream my name again," JUNGKOOK...AUUHH~~"

I cupped his face & squeezed his buttcheek letting him know how much I could be rough for him.....

"Taehyung baby huhh~, can you feel....how much I love you now?!", I moaned the words while my heart somehow was pounding.....

This man can still make me cry, laugh & blush in pounds but though I was hurt at that night my heart was only beating for him.....

Taehyung didn’t reply & the grips of his fists went more tight in pain....."Nghhh~", still he had to refuse......

My cock barged in more & I could feel that the hardness ripped his butthole like a iron.....

"Fuckkk youuu!!!!", continuously Taehyung's tears were rolling down while moaning....

"SHITTT!!!", how could I not whimper when the warm hole wrapped around my dick & the walls were grazing it so passionately.....

Though the want of those thrusts was just from me because he was a crying mess in that bed.....

But god really knew how to lure me by Taehyung's boxy smile when we used to spend fun time calling each other friends and also by his tears that were looking fucking sexy when it was dripping from his eyes through the cheeks......

"Ahhh~~ uhhmm~~ Jungkook~~ don't~~", his back got arched while begging me to stop with each plunged in......

But how could I just stop?! Not only my prick also my heart had wanted his breathing to call my name from his sexy lips over & again.....

"FUCKKK!!! I CAN'T STOP LOVE!!!", my growls indeed reached into his ear, didn’t they?!

Would he accept me after enjoying the night with me?! Would he forget that girl?!— again....again....so many questions didn’t let my mind rest......

I gripped Taehyung's dick & circled my fingers in his tip as I could see clearly that he was also cumming.....

but just by some few thrusts?! I really couldn’t stop myself from smirking at my beloved man.....

"Jung....kook.....Leave....me....", a panted voice pinched my hearing air......But leaving him was hard to accept and I thrust into him more intensely....

"AAAUGGHH~~GODDD~~", Taehyung grunted so loudly but why it was so relaxing to hear?!

Unwantedly I was reaching my limits because fucking him was a dream that came in reality and my eŕected thing suddenly ejaćulated it's warm cùm into his pùssy.....

"Jung....kook....", I heard Taehyung móaning my name in a weak tone....

I looked at him and he was already passed out....I couldn't blame him because it was his first time....And I admitted I wasn't gentle enough....

I pulled out my thing & sùcked his d*ck....I wished I could do this before thrústing in him then I would've let him know that I could give him pain & pleasure both.....

I súcked his aśshole & gave purple marks in his nèck and chèst but he didn't móan as he was senseless....

I saw his red face that became swell because of crying..... I also noticed his lips were swollen...I understood he tried to suppress himself & stop himself from feeling the pleasure I was giving him by biting his lìps.....

I was wrong he didn't enjoy at all.....

I untied him & kiśsed him in his lips it was just a touch.....I pulled the blanket over him and let me stay in cold for some moments but somehow I fell asleep.....

The night sky was still glowing its moonlight over us....I promised myself in the morning I would try to convince him again....

But when I opened my eyes Taehyung was already gone....The door was unlocked but closed.....The blanket was over me.....

He left without informing me!?

I looked over the bedside if he left any letter for me but there was nothing....I tried to call him but he had already blocked me....

I cried.....Cried till the dusk.....

Taehyung didn't let me enter into his world because he wanted it to be normal like others.....

So was I abnormal? I just loved him.....Why there is always a question between love & dignity?

Suddenly a message came into my phone...

I didn't wanna apologise anymore for what I did because he took the revenge by telling me that he was gonna marry his girl the next day....

We were even.....

I never tried to reach him after that night...

I wasn't wrong by loving him but I was weak because the world wouldn't accept what I am.....

I raped him... I wish he would report against me to the police like other people but it would've only brought him shame because for him & this world I wasn't a normal human....Some called me sick & some adviced me to die.....

But for everyone unfortunately I'm a human of my own dignity.....

I knew I could never forget him....Leaving him was in my fate.....But still I was happy..

Now I can assure that he won't ever forget that I loved him and by remembering that night as a disgraceful nightmare at least he would always REMEMBER ME........

[THE END]