Since you've been gone.

The painting studio was covered with filth, dust and cobwebs since you weren't there anymore.

I still remembered the paint colours that splattered across your face, your faded t-shirts and your fingers.

I used to love watching you paint.

I love the way your hand delicately held the brush and decorated the pale sheet of the paper with the deepest secret that you had kept in the corner of your mind.

I remembered the way you carefully handled them with love and care just as you once handled me like I'm the most delicate thing in the world.

I remembered the vivid and brilliant images that you had painted just as you had painted my heart with different colours of love.

I remembered the time you spent with it, devouring all the richness of the art just as you had devoured the love that I gave you.

I remembered everything and anything about you.

The memories we once shared, played in my mind over and over again like a broken stereo.

It was only then, I have realised that I've taken you for granted.

I'm sorry for the pain that I've caused you.

I'm sorry for the things I've said that broke your heart.

I'm sorry I couldn't be good enough for you.

I'm sorry I couldn't come where you are.

Since you've been gone, I realised that every beauty of the world will once go like a faded dream, just as you had gone far away from me.

My love,

Wherever you are, wait for me there.

I'm coming to you soon.