Yo, it's me your vulnerable and naive best friend >_<
it's been a while since we met because of the pandemic 😣tho, I can't really tell you in person what I'm feeling for you😔 atleast I once witnessed such a incredible person and became my best friend ❤️
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yes, I know you and me are utterly impossible I even thought that if I CONFESSED to you 😔
you will just laugh it off or will somewhat be the end of our friendship 😣😣😣
yes , I know I'm not someone who can be compared to you😬 neither someone who is suit to be by your side 🥴
yes, I know you are into in someone with your same sex 😶even tho many people is against it 😕
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and yes, I'm also aware we are someone who can never be together someone who is up and down like sun and moon it's very rare to see someone change and become an eclipse and I KNOWWW😣😣😣 THERES ONLY 1% of that to us
tho this message really sound cliche 😑😆😅 it really spoke what I'm always thinking everyday and mostly at night about you🤔😆
high school , that part of my life is when I fall for you 😔 it's where I start to act strange and uncomfortable about you it even become one of our fights as friends back then because of my avoidance to you tho I'm really feeling sorry at that time
but I act like that cause it's the biggining of my feelings for you but before that I also has a start of the confused situation you know the situation where your confuse of your feelings since that I start to experimenting my feelings for you such as searching in the internet asking questions about them and yes confirmed I have feelings for you 😔
actually while I was writing this message I was really shaking and nervous about it but really thank you for everything you did and for being there with me when I'm having a hard times sure this feelings will become a secret till grave of me but I never once regret it I love you buds.
