𝑴𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍

Having a dominating character always made me stand out with confidence... I had allot of friends around me who admired me and were even jealous of me... even though I knew the true thoughts of those friends of mine I was happy that I was in a better level than them.... 𝑬𝒈𝒐 took over my pride

When was it that I saw u drawing beautifully in the classroom with people around u praising your art... a pang in my heart and a thought of "𝒎𝒚 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒕𝒐𝒓" hit me so hard that I wanted to defeat u by getting close to u... was that a good choice?... I think it was a better one in my life... thanks to my competition mind.. today u r by my side as my 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅

My dear silly... when did time changed that my jealousy over u turned into 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆... a pure feeling of always staying by your side... listening to your boring yet cute stories... talking to u for hours on phone to the point of our phone turning off due to less battery... roaming around the city after classes admiring the strangers passing by who looked attractive to both of us... gosh! what sort of pervert were we...

I still remember the time I cried my eyes out when u got into a relationship and insecurity of being ignored by u hit me hard.... and the sweet pinky promise u made at that time saying "u will always be my betsy stop being a crybaby.. where did your confident @$$ go" still makes me giggle

But even if u have someone else who would share everything with u from thoughts to feelings... I will always be irreplaceable right?

We always ended our conversation with those 3 words "𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒖" which was meant to be in a friendly manner... I always wished to say.. I love u not as a friend but as my little girl with whom I have been in love for years secretly

Even though I knew I never had a chance I am happy that I still have a special place in your life... I cant blame anyone for not getting back love as its the punishment for deceiving u in the name of best friends...but I have never regretted this beautiful feeling of love.... because its u my little girl....

𝑰 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒀𝒐𝒖