"Have you done?" - hariz
"Yes,everyone are done, who's drive? you or papa?" - me
"I'll drive,papa not feeling well" -hariz
9.00 p.m
A proton saga car sliding on the road. The situation in the car was not noisy or noisy, but very quiet and only accompanied by songs posted on the radio. After 1 hour on the road, finally the car driven by Hariz was parked in front of a restaurant called Cherry Cafe.
My family and I ordered food and talked to each other and told each other's life stories. After eating, we went home. When my mom and dad were already in their room, Hariz called me. He wanted to talk to me.
I just followed his wishes, I stood in front of him while looking at his face. He looked right into my eyes and I asked,
"What do you want to say?" -me
"Are you okay there?" -hariz
"Why did you suddenly ask? Are you sick?" -me
I asked that question because Hariz never asked about me even though we were siblings who had lived under the same roof for 19 years.
I was just surprised because this is the first time he asked about my life like caring. Hariz I know is a man who really does not like to care about anyone other than himself.
"I asked, answer. It's hard?" -hariz
"I'm okay, why are you busy?" -me
"I'm your brother, is it wrong for me to ask?" -hariz
"You've never cared before, you just want to admit my brother?" -me
I do not want to start a fight, but his behavior makes me angry. Why only now he wants to care about me? Like all this time I did not exist in the dictionary of his life.
to be continued
