When the full moon accompanied me, I lay on the bed remembering my past story. Laughter that is still fresh in my memory. Hariz never cared about my presence in his life. My life was only accompanied by mama and papa. At the age of 14, he scolded me because I told mama and papa that he smoked.I was scolded.
"Mind your own bussiness" -Hariz
"You are my brother, I can not be silent if you do something wrong" -me
"I don't want a noisy sister like you, you are not my sister" -Hariz
His words made me stunned. Honestly I said his words hurt my feelings. Is it wrong if I want to care about myself? I want to show that I am not a useless sister. But why? why does he have to scratch my heart like that? Since that incident, I no longer want to say anything to him. Seeing his face I feel rubbish.
I come to my back to my sense. I realize tears are running down my cheeks. I am sad to remember Hariz's arrogant attitude.
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I woke up from a dream and refreshed myself. After finishing I went to the dining room and greeted mama.
"The smell of your food is delicious. What is you cooking?" -me
"Morning dear. Mama cooks nasi lemak. This mom's only child's favorite food" -mama
I was embarrassed for not helping mama in the morning. I was getting ready to go to university wearing a sky blue long-sleeved blouse and a sky blue long skirt and a white shawl.
"Where is Hariz? Has he returned to the US?" -me
"I'm near here, you want to tease me?" -Hariz
I just rolled my eyes as he sat next to me. I knew he was still here but deliberately I teased him wanting to see if he was heartbroken or not.
"That's enough, no need to tease your brother" -mama
I just kept quiet and enjoyed the nasi lemak cooked by mama. I really like the nasi lemak made by mama. After finishing enjoying, I washed the dishes and took my handbag and my axia car key to go to university. I rushed because my class will start in 1 hour. My home and university distance takes 25 minutes and I do not want to be late due to traffic congestion.
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~to be continued~
