Dear Fay,
You have been living life with a lot of restrictions since childhood. Was it fate or destiny you keep asking the Gods who rule the world. If there was a past life, what were you like you ask yourself in a deep reflection of your actual existence. You....Yes i am talking to you.....you love freedom especially hanging out with the girls but you shy away under the cover it's too risky. What's life if you can't handle a little fun the other half of who is wild scorn you.
Taking a deep breathe you are slowly loosing it. Losing those morals and character you have been taught like memorising poems. Who are you...Fay..
What's your future you ask yourself.
Going in circles, you are caught between good and bad. You want to be good but you love bad stuff.
They say peer pressure pushes one to do bad stuff but you know deep down its no pressure shit, it's a demon that consumes your soul slowly. You love alcohol and having time out dancing with your girls at parties.
It's enough Fay, don't you regret your actions sometimes the other half scorns. But seriously, i kinda envy the good girls but am no good not even to myself.
Dating.....yes relationships...what's your take on it.
Fay you are really crazy. You always love been the center of attention but even though you act cold and reckless when you meet a nice guy. You can't escape the fact you are just a hopeless romantic when you fall in love.
Time flies so does your youthful age goes so please in the next life if who are been opportuned to see this just know been bad isn't healthy but make sure you enjoy everything life and nature has in place for you. Keep your mental and physical body intact for your generations to have nice memories of you. Love yourself but most importantly don't forget to be flawless. If you also find someone who truly loves you for who you are don't mess with him.
