That time I was scrolling and scrolling. It's boring you know not until I sawed you at my friend request. Your request is been a week. I stalk you all your pictures I see it one by one. After stalking I confirm your friend request.
One day after I accept your friend request you've chat and I rapidly reply on you HAHAHA. You say "Hi" so I replied "Hello" with emoji that smile. And you're immediately seen it nor to reply.
That day I was to cold. Maybe I died since you chat me HAHAHA. My reply it to short there's no even HAHAHA in my reply and I Also remove my emoji everytime I replied your chat. Your the only one that make a move. I'm sorry but TBH I don't have attitude to make a move unless your important to me.
Everytime I open my Facebook account. I always saw your message. And your messages are "Hello! good morning 🌞 have a nice day and always take care". You're to carrying man. And After two weeks. I'm not cold on you we chat everyday until I feel excited to open my account of course. We can chat again AHAHAH.
After one month. We called each other until video call,to taking pictures while video calling. Sending pictures to each other. Update EACH OTHER just like a couple. But sadly were not. We're just a friend not a couple. After two months I didn't notice that I was fall in love with you.
I know that it's so fast because it's ONLY two months but I can't help myself to stop loving you. I tried to stop myself but I failed,I failed. One day you chat me about the girl you like. The you like.....When I read that I feel pain. My heart ached so badly. Sh*t I said it on my self why I neglect myself for falling you....
You've said you like her for long. But you don't have any confident to confess. So I push you even I'm in pain everytime you mention her name. I push you to confess on her. And you've said that what if I'll be rejected by her what will I do. I want to replied that if that happen I'm here waiting for you do Long. But I end for saying Don't be negative thinker.
it's not appropriate. instead of being negative just try we don't no what will happen and for me she'll not reject you. Btw I'll sleep now so goodnight I said it on you. The next day I didn't receive your good morning. You didn't replied me last night instead you seen it. I felt sad but what can I do? I can't do anything Even though I'm in pain I'm not free to tell you.
Because we're just friends. And I blaming myself to get involved on you. 6 o'clock in the night you've chat. "I'm sorry for not chatting you btw I have a good news". you've Said. I know that its about your confessing or that girl. But I choose to know your good news..
Oh really what is it?. I said. I confess to my crush and do you what she answered?. Is it's yes? or she's inlove with you to?. You're right she's inlove with me Thanks Riefe for your help. For pushing me to confess on her. That time I prepare myself but I still feel hurt I'm in pain without your knowing.
I distance myself on you I didn't chat you. And you're rare to chat me. Every time you chat me your girlfriend become mad so you stop. I understand so I never chat you again. It's been 11 months since we don't have any communication to each other. One day I was shock when you chat me. "Hi! Riefe I'mc sorry". I wondering why you're saying sorry. So I replied. "Hello! why are you saying sorry?". I'm sorry because I didn't chat you for 11 months I miss you a lot Riefe..
Oh ah it's okay don't feel sorry for it. Btw how are you? I said. I'm still inlove with you Geor and I still mad at myself for not moving on. I'm fine you said. How about your RS?. Oh ah we broke up 5 months ago. How about you? do you have a boyfriend? you ask. I don't have it I replied. Why? you ask.
because I'm waiting for Someone. I said. WOAHHHH who's it? Can I know his name?. No I replied. Ehh why?. *why? you ask why? you never knows that I love you for 11 years . I said in myself. Nothing reason. Ehh are you mad at me Riefe?. you ask. No, I'm not. I thought your mad. Riefe can you tell me what's named of man that you waiting. please. No way. Please Riefe.
even if I TELL you that you are the person I have been waiting for. Nothing will happen either, right. me? the person you are waiting for. Since when?. After two months after we get close to each other
I love you for 11 years Geor. You know what everytime you say the name of your crush hurts me. And I was even more hurt when you became your crush.
Why didn't you tell me Riefe?. I didn't tell you because I'm not free for it. Geor I know we're Friendd ONLY friends. Riefe I love you after were in relationship with my crush but I did not tell because I'm afraid for you rejection. Riefe if you love can I into you?. I'm sorry Geor but it's to late I'm in hospital right now it's my operation and I'm not sure if I'll awake after the operation or not. Geor always take I love you so much give your love for another women. Iloveyou so much Geor goodbye......
that's the last message of Riefe for Geor. Riefe's operation is not successful so she died... Geor cried when he know it. Riefe iloveyou too.... I know you're happy now for where you are can you take care of me guidyme for always iloveyou so much.... iloveyou Riefe......
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