Hi guys, soy story won't entertain you but it's like this way . I'm someone who was very shy at school and I do make friends easily but after making friends I realize their true sides so I did have a few conflicts between me and my friends but then when I started to grow , I made and made new friends . but then again there were misunderstanding and couldn't pick up the other person's joke or signal so that to didn't work out so well.... I know it sounds like a person who dates but it's about friendship. And the previous years before 9th grade weren't so special. when I was in 9th grade I made 2 friends we were good in interpreting each other sentence and made jokes and hung out without letting our parents know .. it was a great year. And then in 10th grade which is all about focusing on our studies due to board exams and all. I met a girl who had same interest like me . when we first I was her bench patner so we shared the same Bench. and she is an intelligent girl and expert in drawing figures. she was like a gifted child but I met her through my these 2 friends and I got to know more about her like her friend was like always wanted to represent the class and group, we became close friends . we shared stories about our interest and studies and I got to know that she is more into werewolves then vampires . I felt a bit rivals but then when we shared like our imagination about something and the insights of our thought .. we became best friends ..... 💜 from her I started liking BTS. and we also shared about Asian tv.shows ..(anime which I rarely see).. and their actors . she does have a few bffs . but I lucky to have got a bff like her so I could share my feelings with her... she was and is and always will be a great person she inspired me to draw and not only as hobby but as a career too.. I'm not good at it but I draw few figures sometimes ... we do chat alot and she reads manga too so we have sooo much in common..... I like to talk to her cause the other 2 friends are kinda busy and we weren't communicating alot due to this pandemic but I'm happy to have a friend who can I actually call her as ' friends'!!!...
1st off I don't easily trust people so I have some trust issues that also became an obstacle in some of my friendships and some were broken due to my ingorance or felling embarrass ! few things can't be fully in control I let that things go and I happen to meet my bff. . so when being a friend doesn't mean you can break you friendship easily , I didn't make them hurt/ might be ... we agreed and we're classmates to each other ... simple once a person knows that you don't like to be around them or feel uncomfortable they might understand your feelings and be our good friends 😊😊..