You were my first love but you love someone else. I was too afraid to confess my feelings to you, I was afraid that it would affect our friendship. I was afraid of getting rejected by you. I was afraid, because you like someone else.
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I... regret doing that.
I... HATE my self for being so scared.
Flashback:
"Lanceeeeeeee!" She shouted. She was smiling, she looks like the happiest person in the world.
"Oh my goddddd! You won't believe this!" She jumped through excitement.
"What is it? You seem so happy." I laughed while saying that
"I know I didn't tell you this as your bestfriend so sorry in advance. Hehe. You see Daniel courted me and we've been dating for a month now.. We got on a date yesterday and we... Ohmygoshhhhh"
"You guys kissed?" I tried my best not to stutter, because I... I was hurt...
"Yes! Ohmygosh. Im still flustered about it, but you I did not only want you to talk about my relationship you know..." her voice slowly lowered.
"What is it?" I was nervous...
"Before Daniel came into my life I've liked you"
"What...?"
"Unbelievable right? I've liked your for years but when Daniel came and we became friends, got to know eachother and got close, I fell for him, I didn't know the reason why I fell for him, but my feelings for you faded like it was nothing. I was thankful that I met you tho." She smiled.
I wanted to cry. I had the chance but I wasn't manly enough to confess, I didn't have enough confidence.
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If only I had confessed maybe I was the man standing in the altar right now... Maybe I was the man she's gonna marry right now...
You look so beautiful in white gown my love..
"I do" she answered.
"You may now kiss the bride."
Everyone cheered happily while I was the only one crying my heart out.
Till this day... You're still the one I love.. No matter how many girls my friends introduce me I just can't find the right one, My heart wont accept any other girl than you...
I wish you all the best..
But I will only love you... Only you, No one else.
Time skip
"Hello My love... We meet again.. It's been years since the last day we met.. How are doing right now??" I cried...
" I still can't love anyone but you.. But it's not right to call you My love anymore right? Because you have you're own family now.." I smiled" You look Beautiful in White Gown.. "
" Is it beautiful up there in heaven? How are you doing up there? I'm sure they're treating you right. Is God talking about how much I loved you? Are you seeing me from up there right now? Don't worry I'll be fine. Watch and Guide your family instead of me alright? I'm going to leave, and.. This probably will be the last time we're meeting... Rest in Peace Shiela... And for the last time... I love you... "
End
