I'm Charlotte,when I was in daycare I have a very special person to me named Lance, I've starting like not as a friend but a crush,we were in the same school, same class, we are also always next to each other like in class he was always my sitmate and inside the school bus. When we were in elementary we were still the same, but when we were in high school things starting to change, he told me that he had a girlfriend and from what I saw is our childhood enemy, she was his girlfriend, she always come to us and bullied him the most, I don't know why, but.... it hurts, my heart was aching, I didn't knew that this would come, and now everyday he is now spending time with her, I know that he's doing is right because she's he's girlfriend after all, but isn't there time to spend a minute with me..... until he was sent to the hospital, the doctor said that he has a cancer stage #3,I was devastated and his girlfriend's blaming me for that,I was barely hanging out with him but I can't do anything I don't want to shout at her in front of him, I don't want to break his trust that's why I teased it,I kept my guilt inside and said "I'm sorry", then he ask his girlfriend to let us talk and we did talk, he apologized for her manners but I just nodded and talk about our childhood we've been talking for hours and I enjoyed talking with him but not like this.... it's been weeks he's still the same, I also visited him in the weekends...... until the day has come, he pass away, his mother came to me and telling that his son has passed away when she said that I froze, did nothing but cry, and one week after that the funeral was held and after the funeral, I came to their house to take care of his mom now that no one will take care of her that is close to her except for me and yes, I took of his mom, I took her to her room to take a rest, when she wakes up I was washing dishes,she called for me in the living room, she was sitting on the sofa smiling so gently and giving me a piece of paper, it says there....
Hi!! You're gonna get mad after reading this letter that I wrote for you, but I'm so lucky you being my best friend, ever since me and my mother moved in this neighborhood,I got to meet you a bright and positive person, even if many times we'd been bullied, you stayed by my side. I also dated our childhood enemy is for some reason, there are one time I see saw a guy hugged you thinking you have your first boyfriend and I dated her to make you jealous, but when I talk to the guy he told me that you rejected him, I was glad but then I fainted, I woke up in the hospital hearing that I have a cancer,I also saw you crying, I felt bad seeing you like that, when we were talking in the hospital in the weekends, I felt happy because i got to see you, every time we talked I always wanted to you tell something but I can't, until I feel weak that's why I wrote this for my last strength,I always wanted to tell you this, but I don't have the guts to do so, but I think I have the guts to do now "Charlotte,I like you".
From Lance
My tears instantly falling, I was hurt, I was hurt that he said that thru letters, I hugged his mom while I was crying, and regretting that I should've tell him how I feel from the very beginning.
