(REAL )...
I ONCE HAD A VERY LOVING AND CARING FAMILY MY MOM WHO I ALWAYS ADORE AND MY FATHER WHO I ONCE LOOK UP TO
MY FATHER IS A DOCTOR AND MOTHER WAS AN OFFICE WORKER THEY ARE SO BUSY THAT THEY DECIDED TO HIRED A BABYSITTER
EVEN THO THEIR WORKS ARE SO BUSY THEY ALWAYS MAKES TIME FOR ME TO HANG OUT ...
BUT AS TIME GOES BY EVERYTHING JUST WENT DOWNHILL ....
6 YEARS OLD ME SAW MY DAD KISSING ANOTHER WOMAN IN THE BED WHERE THE THREE OF US USED TO SLEEP TOGETHER
AND SAW MY MOM WHO WAS COMING HOME WITH A MAN WITH HER AND THE MAN WAS HOLDING HER WAIST
BUT BECAUSE I WAS STILL A KID I THINK IT WAS NORMAL ATLEAST I THOUGHT SO....
AND WHEN TIME GOES BY EVERYTHING WAS JUST GETTING WORSE MY FATHER DARE TO LET THAT WOMAN CAME IN OUR HOUSE EVEN IF MOM WAS THERE AND ALSO MY MOM WHO IS ACTUALLY SECRETLY PREGNANT WITH ONOTHER MAN BABY
AND THATS WHERE THEY TOTALLY FORGOT ME COMPLETELY ......
TO THE POINT THAT THEY ARE HURTING ME MENTALLY WHERE I EVEN THOUGHT ITS EVEN GOOD IF IT WAS Physically BECAUSE I DIDNT KNOW THAT IT WOULD HURT SO MUCH
AND FOR THE PAST YEARS I HAVE A PTSD (POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER ) UNTIL MY GRANDMA TOOK ME WHEN I WAS 9 BUT UNFORTUNATELY SHE DIED WHEN I WAS 11 AND MY DEPRESSION TRIGGER AGAIN BUT ITS WORSER THAN THE PAST I EXPERIENCED I USED TO HAVE THIS TIME ITS MORE PAINFUL AND SORROWFUL .......
I TRIED TO REACH OUT FOR OTHERS BUT NO ONE SEEMS TO BELIEVE IN ME THEY THOUGHT ITS NORMAL SINCE THEY SAY IM WAY SO CLOSE AT GRANDMA THAT IM JUST SAD ABOUT IT
I tried to attempt suicide and always hurt my self I always isolate myself in others I used to act like I'm allergic to them and they will just hurt me
BUT IM GOOD NOW I ALWAYS VISIT A PSYCHIATRIST FOR A THERAPY..
