I am 24 years old, but my disease is still not cured because it is incurable, Doctors said that I cannot see for the rest of my life and so I accepted this fact although I could not accept this first so I tried to attempt suicide but unfortunately I was saved....
As per everyday I was travelling through train because I go to work , I work in NGO .I still remember that day....
I was sitting by the window seat in the train when I heard young man's voice saying " Hello "
I then realized he was saying it to me . I replied him back .
He introduced himself as Julian Matthew and I said " My name is Christiana Joseph " he said that he was going to work too he work in a Library but that was his part time job , and he kept talking about his family , he then sighed saying that whether he could go to see his sister's wedding , I said , " why not , you should go ." " but they would not like to see me because ___ oh nothing so tell me about yourself , I guess I only kept talking about myself ." he said
" o ! sure "
but something was there that he would not liked to share it with me , even though he wanted .
I said about my work then family ,friends and my lonely life of course I did not tell him about my suicide case , I continued saying " I don't know but I think that we have most of the things similar , but you know I feel like I am the most misfortune person in the world . "
I sobbed .......
He said " you know , a beautiful lady like you should not shed tears of failure , there are many beautiful things in the world that you need to feel ."
I begin to feel his every word so precious to me that don't want to forget them forever
I said , " I wish , I could see you ."
he held my hand and then said ," may my voice create a picture in your heart " and then he kissed my hand .
We talked only few hours but it was so good sharing our feelings with each other
Then the next stoppage came it was Julian 's , it was our sad moment to bid farewell
I said to him ," I wish if we could talk again like this ."
he left by saying goodbye
I sat in that couch waiting for my stoppage then I heard one voice saying " miss excuse me , sorry I have heard yours and that young man's conversation , miss may I tell you something ."
I said " yes "
" The young man talking to you was blind too ."
by saying this he left , I was sitting there alone I only thought no matter what it may be I will continue to live happily and I will try to feel the world as it was Julian's word .
