YOU ARE MY MISTAKE
CHAPTER 1
"Love is something that make person do against his/her will"- JJ
POV OF MR. JEZ-
I always love her , my cute little jeni ,but how can I make her my, She is my but now she is going to married to someone else who is not me and I cannot bear to lose her. she is my life, my love ,my everything but because of my past mistake I will going to lose her. I hate my life, without her I cannot imagine my world.
I meet her when she is only 15 and me 22, she always come to her aunt’s house on holidays to met her, When I first see her she was wearing cute black dress, her face is like some angle, when I see her first time there are love in my eyes, I want to hug her tightly, I want to kiss her pink lips I want to touch her badly. At that time I thought that I am only attracted to her. But now I know how much I love her. Right now I am just want to go in past and want to change everything. But I know that I broke her heart I make her hate me she will never forgive me but I will do any think to make her my again. after 1 year I come back to say her that I love her but when I am back she is going to married to someone else, no I will definitely not allowed her to do that she was, she is and she will only my.
POV OF JENI:-
He was my life back then but now I am going to marry someone who is not jez but I have to move on. I hate myself for loving someone who does not deserve me. How can he do those thing to me, in past I used to love him but now I hate him, I will never forgive him. I am regretting. He was only using me for his lust, only for sex how can he do that to me, he made love to someone in front of me. Back then I always think that after my parent died there are someone who can love me the way I want, I am not money person who go after money, fem etc. I always have small dream to live in my small little house with the one I love, I want to make every day every mint every second special to our life, I want family who will be with me no matter what future have for us. After meeting jez I thought my dream will complete but jez broke my dream, not only my dream but my heart, he made me like a living dead. Now I am look like zombie who does not know what they are doing and this all because of the person I used to love jez.
CHAPTER 2 AFTER TWO YEAR FIRST MEETING
POV OF JEZ:-
After 2 year I come back to take what is my, my little jeni who have wedding after some week with some idiots, I decided to go to meet jeni and say sorry than get jeni back. when I arrived at airport I have called my secretary Lucas to get every information about jeni and get the current address of jeni, back then jeni used to stay with me in my house but after what I done to her see left house without saying anything, and I am idiot at that time I did not even search for her. After 30 mints I arrive in front of jeni’s house, as I am step forward house what I see boil my blood, my younger brother Joseph was kissing jeni and jeni did not resist. I stand their shock my jeni who used to be only kissing me now kissing my brother, no I can't accept this. I immediately rush and punch my brother, jeni is in shock as well as my brother, I stand between them and glare towards my brother and said" she is fucking my, how dare u touch her, I will k....." But before I can say more jeni slap me, I was shock but that slap did not hurt but after was jeni said broke me. she said " who are u? ,how dare u touch my fiancé ,who are u to say I am your, I am not your and I will never ,it was you who broke our relationship and also broke me, it was your brother who help me at my worst time, and now I am going to marry him, he is my love everything now, and u know I hate u, I hate to see your face ,to hear your voice, I hate everything related to you, and you know what I am hate most is myself because it is me who was fall in love with someone like you jerk, I regretting loving you I hate you so don't ever come in front of me, I hate to see your face that make me hate myself more. Now get lost.
POV OF JENI
I am in front of my house and going to say good bye to Joseph but he stop and say " I know jeni you still love jez, but after what he done to you, you have to move on, he will never love you, so jeni will you at least try to fall in love with me"(fall in love again is never going to happen again but I have to move on , and joshed is very good person and friend, he was always their whenever I need him, when I left jez' s house I have nowhere to go but he help me settle down, he is perfect fiancé but he is not jez,) I am still in between my thinking and joshed suddenly kiss me, it was first time after jez someone kiss me, first I was shock what is he doing but suddenly my mind goes to his word and I tell myself to try and accept joshed so I did not resist his kiss , but suddenly jez from nowhere come and punch joshed, we both are shock to see jez, jez who always protective towards his brother just punch him I was in shock, but what jez said make me think of him again he said "she is fucking my , how dare u touch her, I will k....."But before he can make me fall for him again I just slap him and blame him for that.
CHAPTER 3 YOU ARE MY MISTAKE
AUTHORS VIEW:-
Today is jez birthday, after 2 month hard work jeni get some money to buy gift for jez.
She is student but she work for her college fees and never depends on anyone, jez always say her to quit part time job and focus on study but she always reply to jez that after we married you have to handle my all expense but before that I have to rely on myself. jeni call jez but he was not taking calls so she message jez that she will come home late because she have to work very late today. Jeni want to give jez surprise by coming earlier for his birthday. But jeni never ever have imagined that there is some surprise that is waiting for her. After 1 hour jeni come home, and as she come in front of jez room she hear girl noise jeni was shock and then slowly she open the door which is not locked, and what jeni show at that time made her body froze. In bed blond girl is under jez naked body and jez just kissed her. Jeni in crying voice called "jez.....what the hell is u doing...how u can do that to me? You are cheating behind my back’’ jez was in shock suddenly seeing jeni in his room while he was kissing with lees. Jez start to wear clothe... and said jeni it is not what you think...It just...That but before he can continue jeni slap him and said ‘’ you said you love me, you said you will never leave me, and it was you who said that you love me, how can you do this to me jez.. You are my only family, how can you betrayal me? How can you? Jez shout on jeni and said...jeni…just listen...it just happen...I don’t know how…I am sorry plz just listen…jeni stop jez to talk further and said’’ jez.. What the hell are u saying... we are in love for 7 year, how can u betray me that easily with my cousin and said that it just happen...How... hey jez happy birthday and as a birthday present i was leaving our... no your house so congratulation to both of u, I hope that you always be happy jez...goodbye...and plz I want something from u can you give me that? in future plz don't appear in front of me, because I always had thought that you are my love, but now I know that you are my mistake which cause me most harm.....you are my terrible mistake....Mr.jez....." after last sentence jeni turn around and left the house without looking back.
CHAPTERS 4 REGRET
PRESENT
After giving warning to jez jeni left jez alone and went inside her house with joseph. After that jez go mad and went to bar and kept on regretting his own decision, he was really regretting that night when he made that mistake.
Jeni's pov;
Today i am going for my wedding shopping with joseph and his mother but suddenly josph phone rang and that was call from hospital saying jez had accident and he is serious now. When we arrive at hospital doctor said that there is very little chance for alive. And by listening that I lost mind and like mad women I just beg doctor to save him. After 2 days jez got his sense and doctor allow visiting him but doctor said he is sleeping so don’t speak anything or make any noise. i enter inside and show jez he is like lifeless body, I go their and sit beside jez and said ‘’I hate you so much how can u so care less, how can u drive when you are drunk..i hate u very much….you don’t know how much this 2 day..how..hard for me I thought I lost you….i hate u but I hate myself more jez because I love you…and there are no one who can replace you from my heart coz’ you are my heartbeat…i know jez you are my past but what can i do to forget you i love you so much….i just hate myself. Suddenly jez said but I love y…o...u. suddenly seeing jez wake up I just forget that he is hurt and hug him, he hissed I said-sorry jez..Sorry…but jez hug me again and said I am sorry jeni.. you know that I loved you and still love you..i am sorry for my past mistake and I regret it I know what I did is bad no..No...It’s worse you know jeni other than you I never touch any women but that day lesa come to meet me and we drank something she got and I don’t know how I end up naked on bed..And how I kissed her..jeni I know that you will never forgive me or forget that things but still can u give me another chance..plzz…you are my and I am your…I love you just plzz….then jeni remove his arm who is hugging her jez thought that jeni is saying no by action and looked down suddenly jeni kiss jez..jez is still in shock but when he recover he kissed her back….jeni broke kiss and said I am also sorry I doubt you it is my fault also..i am sorry too…they again start kissing while crying, suddenly door open and joseph saw them kissing and he know there are no need of him so he left their and thought that maybe she is not my, I love her but I know I have to let her go..She is happy with jez..Maybe I will find someone in the future who will love me back like I love her.
Authors view
life is very short we make mistake every day ,we forgive and forget daily, we give a chance to someone who hurt you, we also blame someone who is innocent so just think before you take any action just be like jeni who give second chance to jez but don’t make mistake she made by not communicating with their dear ones. Be like jez to take responsibility for their action but don’t take any blame on you or feel guilty if you are innocent, be like joseph who lost his love but still hoping good for other and finding hope in future but never be like leesa who make everyone life mess.
